Too Young

Alex at 17

It has been 7 1/2 months since me and my first love has seen eachother. We have no type of contact. I have not talked to Andrew since the day he went off on me.

A week after that guy gave me 10 thousand dollars, i quit trickin. I figured I could just save up all that money and avoid John for onr more year till I can move out.

Avoiding him is easy cause he got sent to jail. He had a DUI, and got out of jail and didnt come back. I know he is going to come back. My mom is acting to calm about him leaving for him not to. Speaking of my mom we fight every single day. Fist fight. Sometimes Andrew would have to come seperate us. He still wouldnt even talk to me then. Just shake his head.

Since John left and my mom dosent do shit I had to go back to trickin. Womens husbands, husbands wifes, guys from multiple schools, lawyers, everybody thats willing to pay for this. I played niggas to get my money and I just dont care.

Natalie got a job and stopped trickin, or atleast having sex for money. She still messes around but a normal mess around. She thinks i did the same but i couldnt. My mom found out what i did and started making weird crazy guys come over and pay HER to havr sex with ME. She said thats my full time job till her Johnny gets back. Whatever.

She dosent know about the strip club but then again alot of people dont. Im only 17, started at 16. I think i have to quit anyways, guys from school that just graduated, like Andrew's friends, come all the time. I know they would recognize me which is why i dance on the back pole when they are there.

"ALEXANDRA!" my boss yelled. Most people call me Alex so I dont think they noticed.

"What Paul?" i rolled my eyes. Hes such a sleeze.

"You need to go to private room #28 someone is in there for you. Dance give them head, lap dance or whatever. Looks like he got alot of money. So go flaunt this kitten" he grabbed my pussy infront of everybody. I smacked him and walked down the long hallway.

It was like Deja Vu. I was praying Tristen was in there.

When i got to #28 i fixed my hair then walked in. I almost turned right back around when a calmed Andrew was staring back at me. I kept my composure and went to the pole and started dancing.

"why are you doing this Alex" he said slowly. I was still mad he havnt talked to me for a WHOLE YEAR. So i went off.

"why are you doing THIS? dont talk to me for a year then come here on that Drake shit, fuck out of my face"

"HOW COULD I TALK TO YOU WHEN YOU AND MY SISTER WAS DOING SOO FUCKING WRONG!" i sighed loudly and turned my back to him. "FUCKING LOOK AT ME! COME DOWN HERE AND SIT ON MY LAP"

I went with no hesitation. Him being bossy turned me on soo bad.

I sat on his lap and looked down.

"This? is not the Alexandra i met. The one that knocked on my door asking to go to the grocery store. This is not her. What happened Alex?" I took a huge breath and told him everything from the morning my dad gave me the letter till.right now.

*2 hours later*

"… And thats why I am the way I am." i shrugged.

He looked soo hurt and angry.

"Why didnt you just tell me? I asked you if anything was wrong in the beginning Alexandra. Why didnt you just tell me?"

"I WAS ONLY 13! I WAS AFRAID ANDREW. I WAS SCARED. I COULDNT TRUST NOBODY BUT NATALIE"

"come on. we are leaving."

I got up and went and got my things. Me and Andrew walked straight out the strip club after he told Paul i was quitting. He had business to handle so he dropped me off at my place. When i walked in, it was like a flashback from when the social worker dropped me off here 4 years ago.

"Hey Princess Alex, come give me a hug"