Too Young

Angel

I opened my eyes and I saw the brightest light of my life. It was the purest most bliding light ever. I put my arm above my eyes and then the light started to dim. I put my arm down and seen a man walking out of the light. I started to back away but ran towards the man with every strength in my body when i recognized him.

It was my dad.

"DADDY!!!!" i yelled and screamed and jumped on him in excitement. I kissed all over his face and he laughed that wonderful laugh that i lived for. He gave me my morning kisses.

"Hey baby girl. We're just visiting, I want to start that off and let you know"

"what? im not dead? i dont get to stay with you?" i started to shake. no. not again. He put a hand on my shoulder and i instantly stopped shaking.

"Alex, you cant leave yet. You are not ready to leave yet. I promise you have alot of unfinished business to deal with. When you are graduated is when you really start living."

We sat down on the white floor and i laid my head in his lap and he plaid in my curls while we talked for what seems like days and hours and years. I feel asleep in his arms when he suddenly shook me.

"Alex, its time you go back. They dont think you are going to come back to life. Its time to go. I'll see you one day sweety. I love you angel."

"I love you too daddy always."

"always"

"alex. alexxxx. alex please. alex please come back to me. alex wake up"

My throat started to tighten. My stomach felt empty and my body felt weak and heavy. I was there mentally but not physically. I wanted to open my eyes and see who was calling me sooo bad. But i couldnt, too weak. I just went back to sleep.

"alex, baby? hey. im missing you baby girl. come back"

I still felt weak but not that weak. I breath in deep and let it out slowly. I stretched and yawned and opened my eyes slowly and seen Andrew.

"hey you"

"hey" he laughed.

"where am i and why"

"john tried to rape you. he hit you so hard in your head you fell into a coma for a good week. Im going to get your doctor"

He left out the room and i could still feel my dads long fingers combing through my hair. I started to close my eyes and relax at the feeling when i heard a gasp.

"oh no Alexandra wake back up!" Andrew said alarmed. i opened my eyes.

"still here bud." he sighed with relief.

"oh good." i laughed but quickly decided to stop.

"i have the worst* head ache ever!!!"

"Thats where I come in, Hi I'm nurse  Stephanie, how are you feeling."

"to be honest, like shit"

She laughed and checked on the monitors and asked me questions and gave me medicine. I fell back to sleep cause of how much the medicine affected me.

I woke up, again, and Andrew was sleep in a chair. I got up and walked in the bathroom and seen i had things from home there. I washed up and washed my hair and got out and dried off and finished getting cleaned up. All I did was put on another hospital gown.

I walked back in and laid down.

"Hey sleepig beauty" Andrew said smiling.

"i could say the same to you"

"how you feeling"

"a lot better. just a little head ache"

"i'll get the nurse"

"noo, its not that bad. Im seriously tired of going to sleep. it takes soo much strength just to wake back up. Im really weak."

"then you do need to stay long like they are saying"

"im not objecting. wheres john?"

"he got arrested then let out cause they didnt know where i was to protest and your mother wouldnt, now hes missing"

"where was you?"

"here."

"i have the best mom dont i"

"dont stress Alex"

i sighed and sent Andrew to get me Subway. The nurse came back and tolf me i died three times in a row. No wonder me and my daddy had soo much time together. She said i still felt weak cause i could die again. Crazy.

I dont want to go home ever. I have to though, and I know it. I turn 18 next month though. Im super nervous but excited.

Andrew came back and we started to eat.

"What do you think the letter says Andrew"

"i dont know, but it something that will close this whole chapter of your life for sure"

I nodded. hopefully.

"alex… whens the last time you had sex for money"

I was confused for a split second. I forgot all about trickin!

"oh uh, a week before you came got me from the strip club."

"oh… then its been a while. How you feel about that?"

"okay i guess. im done with that part of my life for good"

"thats good"

The door opened and in walked the beautiful Natalie herself with her adorable little bitty baby bump.

"Oh my god! Natalie! I miss you soooo much omg! You are growing sooo fast!"

"ive missed you more! omg!" she yelled with tears in her eyes.

She hugged me and we got caught up on since the last time we all talked. The baby started kicking and we all felt in for the first time.

"that is soo cute boo, congrats."

"thanks  boo, i gotta go though. Im soo tired."

"oh its okay, go. go get rest see you later boo"

"bye baby"

Andrew walked her out to her car. A few minutes later the door opened and closed.

"why are you back soo soon?" i said half laughing and half swallowing a peice of sandwhich. I looked over and seen my mom.

"Hey Alexandra"

"get the fuck out. you are seriously the worst mom ever. you arnt shit. i hope you rot in hell with that ugly peice of shit of a boyfriend you have, stupid ass bitch."

"you cant talk to me like that. im your mother no matter what happened. I didnt come to make peice or hear your pathetic ass speech."

She pulled out a syringe with a brown medicine in it. She also had a small scalpel.

"Scream or fight it and i cut you up like…"

I got up and stood right in her face

"like what? like how you did my dad?"

She lost it and so did I.