Too Young

Secrets

"Why do you think there is something wrong with my Johnny" she said slowly.

"Your reaction and probably all the times he has raped me"

"stop lying"

"i would never lie! he RAPED ME. NUMEROUS OF TIMES"

She sighed and looked at me and started to tell the story of why John was the way he was.

*flashback*

John's mother's POV**

We was all sitting down eating Johnny's favorite meal, spahgetti, him his father, and I. His dad had been acting weird lately.

He was acting all nervous and jumpy. He looked badly irrated. He kept rubbing his nose.

"Sean? Sweety are you okay?" i spoke out of concern.

"I'm fine."

"you dont seem like you ar-"

"IM FINE!" he cut me off and left the table abrutely.

"Whats wrong with dad mom?" Johnny asked, looking a bit shooken up.

"I dont know honey. Keep eating while i go talk to him."

I got up and walked upstairs and opened the door quietly.

"Honey are you ok-- OH MY GOD! SEAN! WHAT ARE YOU DOING"

There was needles on the dresser and he sniffed a line of cocaine as soon as I walked in.

"Just trying to ease up so i can enjoy dinner" he said goofily.

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" I yelled.

I walked over to Sean and whiped all the powder and needles onto the floor. He hit me, with his fist and knocked me to the ground. He was beating me to death. Johnny came in and he beat him too. Johnny was only 7. He continued to beat us until Johnny's 13th birthday.

*end of flashback*

"Wait what happened on his 13th birthday?"

"you already know too much. just know he was corrupted."

"TELL ME" i said slamming my hand down on the dresser. She paused and stared at me and continued

*flashback*

On Johnny's 13th birthday. He had a friend over. His name was Al. Alexander. They were playing video games and eating food and having fun. Sean stormed in and hit me soo hard, i was knocked out. He hit me for no reason.

We was used to it, but Al was not.

"DUDE WHATS GOING ON! SEAN WHAT DID YOU DO!"

"GET OUT BEFORE I HIT YOU TOO!"

"man im out of here John" Al said standing up.

"please dont tell nobody" Johnny said slowly and Al left.

"CLEAN THIS SHIT UP YOU STUPID PEICE OF SHIT!"

"STOP TALKING TO ME CRAZY SEAN!!!!"

Sean was just about to hit Johnny when the door swung open. It was Al's dad.

"Sean you keep your hands off that boy! His mother can go through that cause she has a choice. He dont and you will not hit him!! And dont you EVER threaten my boy again!"

Johnny ran to my room and got something. Al and his dad left, to go call the police.

Johnny had his hand behind his back and was staring at Sean.

"leave" he said quietly and angrily.

"what? me leave?" sean said slowly. "this is MY house. You leave and take your stupid filthy, slut of a mother too."

At this point i was awake, but too hurt to move. I knew Johnny was livid. I heard a noise… like a gun cocking.

POP. POP POP POP.

Sean's body fell right ontop of me. I screamed out and Johnny came and looked at me. He looked different. Scarrier.

"shut up and help me bury this body."

I listened. I was scared. We drug the body to the back yard.

"Not here" Johnny said.

We kept going, through the woods and back to a lake.

"Dump him in"

We did and ran back to the house and cleaned it up. When the police arrived we simply said he left and we dont know where he went. They asked did I want to press charges and i said no. Drop the whole case. We were through.

After that, Johnny became strange. He started shooting squirrels and stray cats. One time, i bought him a hamptser. I walked in and it was out of the cage. I asked where it was and he said he stabbed it. He had the bloody knife in his hand.

I re-married. I caught him trying to force my husbands younger daughter to have sex with him. I didnt want to say anything. She came to me and told me and my husband. John got in a lot of trouble. The next day she didnt come home from school. She was found dead and I got a divorce and been alone since. Johnny murdered her. He said it in his sleep.

The only person he acted normal around was Julie. Julie was soo beautiful. A wonderdul young lady. Al and Johnny had eyes for her, but Al had the more luck and won the prize. Johnny was heart broken. He acted a certain type of way towards Al ever since.

*end of flashback*

Holy shit. John killed my dad because he wanted my mom… and was trying to go after whatever business my dad was in.

"Thats all that I remember. Thats all the horrible damange i remeber that happened to Johnny. Now get out"

"Gladly" i mumbled.

I had 20 minutes to get back to the hospital. Shit.