Life Is Beautiful

Life Is Beautiful Part 2

Demi's Pov

I have these thoughts sometimes. Most of the time they aren't good either. You see, I walk around like I'm okay. When really, I'm not. I can put up a good front. People always think that, my life is perfect. Just cause, I have money. It's not like that at all. I feel like I'm dying on the inside. Like everything would be better, if I was never born. Who likes to be told they are ugly and a mistake, and stupid. That they will never amount to anything. That they ruined, their parents life. My parents told me that when I was younger. More like screamed it at me. It wasn't all that bad, with them,just as I got older. I was like eight years old, when they both started to say,That stuff to me. I guess, that I wasn't planned. My Name is Demetira Devonne Lovato. I'm a 20 year old college student. Oh, I'm pregnant. I'm in my third year of college. I have an abusive boyfriend, who is an ass. I wake every morning, feeling so unloved, unwanted so ugly. I wish that I wasn't here at all.

My parents, they aren't alive anymore. Sad, right? They both died in an accident. When I was 16 years old. They went out to get my Birthday present. What kind of parents forget their daughter's Birthday. Mine did, They both missed it by like a week. I guess that they felt bad or something. I don't know, anyways they left me with my Grandma. While they went to go get me my present. That night, the cops showed up late at night. I was sleeping, I woke up cause I heard my Grandma crying. So I went to go see her. She calmed down, enough to tell me what happened. I was so sad, after all I did love them. I know that they did, love me too. Well, that is what I told myself. I lived with my grandma after that. I was labeled the poor little rich girl at school. People, or kids can be so mean.

I didn't get treated any better at school. Basically, I got told the same thing at school too. By you know who the popular kids. I hated high school, so much. I would just keep to myself. I don't know how I made it thought. The, popular kids were not just mean to but others to. I don't they just started to pick on me one day. It was after my parents died. I was depressed so I gained some weight. I won't ever for get their names either. The popular kids, Joe Jonas, his twin sister Selena Jonas and cousin Nick Grey. Miley who was Nick's Girl friend, Justin, Selena's boyfriend and then there was another person. The worst of them was the ringleader of the group, Joe's Girlfriend Ashley Greene. It was living hell to go to school. You know being told that you're stupid. It made me work harder to get good grades. I thought that would make my parents love me, so I worked hard in school. Whatever, that part of my life is over now. I'm now so over that part of my life.

You'd think that my life would get better after high school. I, have money, so that is how I end up here in Sunny California. This Texas girl, left the lone star State for something better. I'm all alone now, My grandma died. Right after I started college here. I now have more money. Oh, wow big deal. Money doesn't make everything better. I know that now, Love it doesn't exist for me. I thought it did at one time. Wilmer, he came along. I thought that he was all that. One time I thought he could be the one. Now, I know he is not the one at all. He has treated me like crap, for about a year. I wake up every day hoping he will stop drinking. I hope that he will change. But he doesn't, he just does the same things to me. He always says he is sorry the next day. After he sees what he did to me. I'm just stupid enough to believe all his lies and his promises. Promises that he breaks, all the time.

*End of Pov*