Jasper licked the blood seeping from the newest set of puncture marks on my neck while thrusting roughly into my worn body. I no longer shed tears at his violation. I just stare at the bleak ceiling above, waiting for it to be over. His hand was between us, between my legs, messaging quick circles and trying to force shocks of unwanted pleasure through me. It worked sometimes, and that's when I would cry again. I disgust myself. I deserve nothing more or nothing less. I know he almost has me, but a part of me already gave in to him. I'll always hate him, but I hate myself more for being so weak. I wish someone would do what I'm not capable of and save me.
My actions will destroy an old community of amazing people. My actions will destroy my son's father.
It's been a couple of months now since Jasper took me and there is no sign of anyone coming to help me. The other members of the Cullen family feel bad for me. Edward and Jasper more often than not, get into physical altercations over me. Emmett and Esme keep me fed and bathed and laughing. Rosalie keep me distracted and entertained and less lonely. Alice is around and we talk, but it's far from what it used to be. And of course, Carlisle keeps his eyes close on my growing baby boy. As much as I want to be back in La Push with Sam and the others, I can't deny that I missed these vampires. I'm still afraid, it's a reflex now that I can't control, but I do know they won't hurt me.
"I'll see you later Bella. If you need anything, just call me. I'll be gone for a few hours, but I'll only be a few miles away. I can get back here quickly," Jasper zipped his jeans and slipped on his black tee shirt.
I nodded my head, "okay".
A round with Jasper always tired me out. I slipped into some sweats and an old tee and laid back down. I covered up, thankful that Jasper wasn't able to make me enjoy myself this time. I fell asleep quickly, thinking of Sam.
I groaned, someone was poking me. I was being told to wake up. I turned my body and forced my eyes open, Edward was standing beside my bed. He had his normal, unreadable expression on his face, but something was off.
"Bella, wake up. It's important," he said softly.
"I am. What is it?"
"You have to come with me?"
"What do you mean? What's going on?" I asked him, confused.
"I'm saving you."
That's all he had to say. I got out of bed and let him take me by the hand. He moved fast, taking me deep into the woods.
"Edward slow down, and can you loosen your grip on my hand? I'm not indestructible or incredibly fast."
"It's a good thing you aren't indestructible or fast, this wouldn't work otherwise. This has to be done because I can't let Jasper have you," his voice sounded strange and his eyes were black.
"Why are we here Edward?" I asked him slowly.
"I'm saving you Bella, I'm saving my family. This is for the best and you'll be in a better place."
"W-what do you mean? What are you planning o-on doing?" Iasked him, my fear growing rapidly.
"You're in trouble Isabella. You can't escape it, this is the worst possible outcome. How could you let this happen?" The Voices scolded.
"It'll be quick and painless and then everything will be better. I don't want to do this, but I have to. Forgive me," he stroked my cheek with one of his cold fingers, his eyes on my neck.
I was shaking and tears were forming in my eyes. Edward was going to kill me. "You can- can't bite me, it'll be die- dire for you. You'll die."
"Izzy run and scream as loudly as you can, try and fight back. One of them will hear and come save you," Michael informed me.
"I have no plans of biting you. I'm going to snap your neck and than burn your dead body. If Jasper gets what he wants, it'll be bad for everyone. I don't want to do this, I've tried to find another way, but there isn't any other way."
I started sobbing, and bolted with angry Edward close behind. I screamed as loudly as I could.
"HELP! HELP ME! HE-" I was knocked to the ground, Edward straddling me.
"You just couldn't make it easy for yourself."
I kicked and pushed, it didn't help. I made sure I wasn't quiet. I grunted and screamed and cried loudly. His hard hands found my neck and started squeezing. It was hard to keep making noise and even harder to breathe.
When I was barely conscious and my voice was nothing more than a whisper, his hands were on my head.
"Edward please," I pleaded quietly.
"I wish I didn't have to. I'm sorry Bella.
I inhaled deeply and closed my eyes.
"What the hell do you think you are doing?" Someone yelled angrily.
I don't think I'll ever be so happy to hear Jasper's velvet voice.
Dun, dun, dun! There's chapter 31, sorry for the wait. I wasn't orginally going to end it here, but this makes a beautiful cliff hanger. And before you ask, I'm not turning Jasper into a good guy. He just doesn't want Bella dead, he has plans. But I guess this is slight redemption.
I've been busy and sick, so I haven't been able to write anything for this. And being honest, I dont really have a lot of time for writing. So please be patient, I'm not going anywhere. IotLL, and my other stories, will have an ending.
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