Emma's Book Of Randomness

A Note to My Followers

Hey guys...

As you guys know, I took a break from Wattpad because I was dealing with "something", and I feel like you guys need to hear it, to understand my story and what I have been going through.

I was lost.

I don't want to admit that, but I was.

I was lost.

I didn't know where the real me was. The one that enjoyed being goofy and weird without a care in the world on who was watching me.

The one that would always invite friends over, even though they may or may not had liked me.

The one that joined Wattpad, and was so passionate about what would happen next on my journey. The one who wanted to write a story, no matter who read it.

And, lately, I've let the numbers of views on my story get in the way of my life.

I haven't hung out with friends like I would in the past. The only thing I would work on was my story and my Wattpad account, because I wanted more followers and more views.

I wanted people to notice me as a person, and accept me for who I was.

But, what I've realized now was... I never really liked myself. I would care too much on people's opinions, and I would let the bad comments get to my head and discourage me...

But, then, something hit me.

I've gone through a lot this month, and it made me realize something about myself.

I don't need a million followers and a million views on my stories to be happy. Because, I have 1.7K beautiful, amazing people that like my stories!

They like me for who I am. They like Emma. The one who would text about her life nonstop to people, even if nobody is even listening back. The one who would always be so passionate about things, and not stop until it is done right!

I, just, I just want to say thank you. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for being there when I needed somebody to talk to. Thank you for being the best that you can be.

And thank you, Wattpad, for making such an amazing community for people to create wonderful stories, and to talk to others, and to make friends for life. Thank you for changing my life.

I am so happy right now I am crying my eyes out while I'm typing this! I have found that spark again! That me I have been missing and needing for so long. It has come back!

It's such a good feeling I feel right now, I can't describe it in words! This is the happiest I've been in such a long time!

Thank you so much.

- Emma