{Outline of my cover ↑↑↑}
Pathetic!
Loser!
Idiot!
Stop!!
Crybaby!
Weirdo!
Help me..
I woke up sweat and tears all over the futon atleast they're all downstairs hmm what time is it? 1 pm?! Wow i slept long! I ran downstairs seeing my brothers just doing they're thing i then got to the kitchen seeing a container with food.
I guess they left some for me..
I put my 'fake' smile on again.. Im not surprised that im lying to everyone.. Kara-niisan had done that so its not a shocking thing.. Lying.. I guess i have to hide it, Huh? I have nothing and i have no one.. An i wish i had some one.. {I know he has homura but that didn't happened at all in my fan fiction!}
Im sorry
Im sorry
Im sorry
Im worthless
Im an idiot
Im a CryBaby
Whats next?
I shook my head and grab the container with food inside and grabbed a bowl and some chopsticks. I ran to the living room and i put the bowl and the container and the chopsticks on the table. I sighed .
Please stop..
As i grab the food with my chopsticks and putting it on my bowl..
Im.. Scared..
After putting some food in my bowl i felt something going down my cheeks
Please.. Im not a CryBaby! I-i..
Tears fell and on to the table and my brother noticed my tears i then wiped them quickly and made a 'fake' smile.
"Jyushimatsu... Are you ok?" Ichi-niisan asked.. Its hard to answer this especially if i was crying tears.. "IM FINE!" I said im a hyperactive way..
Im to scared to confess it.. Kara-niisan
....why cant i be like him? Braver nicer..than me.. I cant confess.. Im too scared.. Im just a CryBaby.. A worthless person.. And an annoying brat..
Please dont leave me.. Please dont..
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"Darkness" {Book 2} =Complete=
FanfictieJyushimatsu... Are you ok? useless.. weirdo pathetic .. The ball of sunshine has then turned into a ball of despair and darkness.. {HI! The cover photo is my art! I'll show you the progress shots one by one in my chapters! If you haven't read "Dream...
