"Darkness" {Book 2} =Complete=

"Negative"

I sighed. I wont lose hope.. I know they care and... Do they really even care? I wasn't sure.. But i didn't bother to ask that again. I looked down and back at the window..

Happy..

I had no emotion.. They were all happy without me... Whats the point? I shouldn't be thinking so negative! I should be happy! My brothers are happy! I shouldn't be so gloomy..
They care..

They DONT care..

Im the happiness inside them..

Im the annoyance inside them..

I know they're here for me..

They will never be here for me..

Im the sunshine of they're lives..

Im the toy for everyone to play...

Sunshine..

Darkness..

I shook my head and put my hands on my ears.. I didn't wanna hear anymore thoughts.. I didn't wanna suffer from my own thoughts.. I looked away from the window not bothering to even look at it.. Its already 1 and they're still at the park...?

They're forgetful..

Stop..

Its easy to forget a person like you...

Shut up..

Who cares about you?

Please..

No one..

I shook my head even more not wanting to hear anymore of these negative thoughts.. I should be happy.. If they're happy... Im happy...

Right?

"Stop.. Get off my head!" I screamed.. The nurse suddenly came in "Are you alright, sir?" She asked.. "I-im fine just abit dizzy.." I said rubbing the back of my neck having my fake smile..

Faker..

Liar...

She nodded and asked "Want me to give you some food and drinks..?". "S-sure why not?" I said smiling. She smiled at my reply and got out to get some food and drinks..

Useless toy..

I shook my head again and just kept looking around avoiding glancing at the window..

They love...

No..

They leave..

Please..

I die..

Tears came down my eyes... I wiped them off having more tears fall down.. I didn't want the nurse to worry.. I heard the door opened i quickly wiped my tears. The nurse then gave me some food and drinks.. It wasn't much but its enough to survive.. She waved good bye while i wave back eating and drinking..

Kara's pov.

I smiled at the view of the park sitting on a bench. I heard footsteps come i looked at the direction and it was Choro.. He sat beside me sighing.. Were we suppose to visit jyushi? We'll visit him eventually.. I wanted all of our brothers to be there.. But asking them they might think im rushing and itching to go there.. Truth is.. I was rushing to go there.. Jyushi might be feeling upset today.. Its already 1 pm and we're still not visiting him...

Why did they forgot the sunshine of all our lives?

Maybe they're just getting a rest from yesterday..

Right?

{Its me! It was my turn to do it cause karen did it last time an i hope you enjoyed.}