"Darkness" {Book 2} =Complete=

"Faking.."

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Warning: CUTS

I'm always a faker...

A fake smile

A fake grin

A fake person..

The thoughts always shuts me down and always making me.... Kinda.. Scared? I was all alone.. Everyone was gone... Kara and the others went to oden they asked me if i wanted to but i just want to stay here all alone.. I want my fake smile to rest.. To fade.. I looked around.. No one... Just me.. I grabbed my razor and got to the bathroom and locked the door..

Useless

Pathetic

Idiot

Freak

Please..
Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry Im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry

My thoughts were interrupted by a sound of a door slamming open. 'SMACK' 'We're home!' dangit... I was still cutting.. Augh.. I then washed my arm and my razor.. I walked out of the bathroom.. I saw all of them looking at me curiously.. "Jyushi you haven't and NEVER denied to go to the oden stand before.. Is there anything wrong?" Choro-niisan asked.. "Im FINE NII-SAN!" I said with my fake smile back..

Facker

I thought to myself.. Please.. But..

I dont want them to worry..

Im not important..

Im just a....an annoying person..

I snap back to reality. "If you say so..?" Choro-niisan said.. I then ran to get my phone. I bet your asking.. How did i get my own phone? Todo gave it to me in our birthday! And i gave him a baseball keychain! Dangit! Im going off topic! But i got my earphones (that todo gave me with the cellphone) and plug it in.. I putted one of my favorite songs! Rolling girl [Vocaloid]!! I softly hummed the song tune.
I didn't realize... There was a blood stain on my sleeve..

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