DRAWINGS 2

arts

I have arts, also does anyone read this anymore? Cause I mean I kinda stopped going on and I was wondering if anyone waited everyday for me to post.

I rant a lot I'm sorry

Sometimes I vent too,sorry.

This is pip squeak (I have an ask book on here and an ask blog on tumblr)

(Sorry it's sideways) I FOUND SU BLIND BAGS AT TARGET THEY ARE LIKE $5 BUT THEY ARE SO CUTE !!!!!

also... c-can I vent a little? Please?

Everyday at school in the morning I'm upset. Monday cause my friend raised his voice at me, and Tuesday cause a snotty kid raised their voice at me. I'm constantly being judged by the snotty kid. They are always giving a look, but it's band and that's the only place I feel free to be my self... well, not anymore. This kid joined this year and was never in before. They missed 3 years. But I've just been so depressed and I want to tell me teacher I don't feel comfortable sitting near them, but he said I can tell him anything (he gets my class, memes,puns, jokes that's the classes connection to him). But I don't want him to say anything to her. I almost cried monday because of the situation, I almost cried Tuesday cause of her, and now today cause I caught her looking at me several times. Also she yells at my friend and my friend probably had depression (she hadn't been diagnosed yet) I have been diagnosed though. And she makes it worse. I was suicidal, not anymore. I've never tried to self harm. I have my ways of calming down, sometimes I get caught in class though (it's doodling, I get all of my feelings out through doodling). But I mean like this kid stole my job in robotics last year too, and the whole robotics team didnt let me help at all. I just sat there on my phone that whole time.

Anyways go ahead and comment if you wait for me to update or you still read this book.