I hung myself last night in my dream
Then slowly the world woke up and i was back to reality
The pain i had suffered while the night was still young
Shook me inside and all i could think of was
"What have i become?"
Im scared ill admit
Never do i want to die
But somewhere inside theres a voice that replies
"You do."
Sometimes its true
I mean i get so depressed and i ruin others day
Sometimes i wish i could just vanish away
Im human ill feel this way from time to time
But just because i cant help it doesnt mean you should say goodbye
"Get Help." they say
But what if we take that to not living another day?
What if those words alternate things in our brain?
WHAT IF our minds start to retrain its thoughts to kill?
WHAT IF WE CHOOSE TO BE OUR OWN FIRST BLOOD?
And "What if" it was all your fault
