So I can write a few lines about pain and destruction
But I'm sick of that shit always being my introduction
So let's have a conversation about my past
I mean that's something new
I bet you haven't heard about my dad
So I'll explain him to you
He was an ass
Got my mom knocked up at 16
Thought he controlled the world
But that was only in his dreams
Seems like that's the reason he went away
Locked up in prison sending letters every 6 days
Though I never read a single word
Didn't care what he had to say to me or to her
At the age of 2 I saw men come and go
No one wanted a women with 2 girls no matter what she showed
My step dad arrived just in time
I jumped on his back and asked him to be mine
Although he was scared and left that night
He came back the next day with tears in his eyes
So let's fast forward to when I was 6
Got sexually abused by this bitch of a chick
Never told my parents until I was 16
They couldn't press charges so they turned away from the scene
Flashing lights, are all I saw when I was 13
Friend shot himself in an attic what a crazy thing
So now I'm drinking and smoking weed at 15
Weird how this all came to be
And to think I'm only 16
