If only he knew how I'm breaking inside
Saw all my flaws that I try to hide
Noticed the empty cracked bottles on the floor
Or the smell of fresh bud inside my drawers
If only he knew that I craved his love
Never could be replaced with someone above
I wish I could open my mouth and whisper what my thoughts scream
But instead I take a puff and just breathe
I'm sorry that this is our reality
