How long does it take for you to notice when I'm gone,
Because obviously the feelings you have are not the ones I thought of,
My heart was given to you so many times,
Yet you throw it on the ground and pierce it with a knife,
I'm sick of bleeding and not being loved back,
If I wanted to feel worthless I could of went to my dad,
You don't know how to love or care for a girl,
Who has been beaten and tortured all before,
I give up on trying,
I refuse to feel pain,
From a guy who watches porn and sits on his ass 24 hours a day..
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