Yungin'

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Yungin'

I woke up in a hospital bed with my head hurting like hell. I don't know what happened to me, but only thing I remember is coming home from the store.

I looked around the room and saw Cierra sleep in the chair across from the bed, I was laying in. I tried to grab ny phone beside me but couldnt. I looked down at my hands and they were strapped to the hospital bed. I started moving around trying to losen it, but it was no use. I guess Cierra heard me struggling and woke up and looked at me.

"Oh your up. Are you ok?" She asked. I nodded.

"Im fine" I mumbled.

"You sure?" I sighed. "Why am I strapped to this bed?"

"Um your doctor, he said that you haven't been taking your meds and while you were sleep he decided to strap you to the bed." I looked up at her blankly and she was trying not to make eye contact.

"He said that he wouldn't know what state of mind you was in when you woke up" When she said that the doctor walked in with a clipboard and a smile on his face. I don't see why the fuck he smiling, because I'm not in a smiling mood.

"Oh Mr. Coly your awake" he smiled walking over to me and felt my forehead. First thing came to my mind was to smack the shit outta him, but my fucking hands was strapped to the bed.

"Get yo hands off me. Why am I strapped to this bed?" I said giving him a glare.

"Well because you haven't been taking your meds like you promised Lucas. It is not healthy if you don't take your meds-"

"I don't need no fucking meds man! I'm not crazy, I'ca control myself without that shit"

"It's not about that Lucas. You have to continue to take your meds, if you don't want to black out at times" what he was saying went in one ear and out the other. I don't know what they don't get. Im not crazy.

As he kept talking, I was looking at the wall. When he said he can discharge me from the hospital and unstrap me from that bed, I was happy as shit.

"Now here. We prescribed another bottle. Now please take these, so you can get better" he said handing me the meds. I got em shoved in my pocket.

"Are you fine Yung?" Cierra asked. I nodded. She looked a lil unsure of my answer.

"C'mere" I said pulling her by her arm into me.

"Im straight. Aight?" She nodded slowly. I lifted her chin and kissed her lips softly.

"Let's roll out" I said. I guess she drove here so, we hopped in her car and she drove. I was staring out the window when my mind drifted off to Na.

"Aye did Na come up to the hospital?" I asked. She shook her head.

"No" she said mumbled. "I called her and told her what happened and she was with her boyfriend I'm guessing. But she did tell me to tell you, to call when you get up" she said looking over at me. I was confused because that didn't sound like Na, usually she'll be trying to break her neck to come and see me and make sure im ok.

I guess everybody was right when they said that we wasn't gonna have time for each other. I didn't wanna believe it though. I ain't gone lie, that made me feel some type of way.