Yungin'

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Friday Night

Yungin'

"Come on Yung we gotta get you to the crib" Javier said holding me up.

Javier, Chris, Dillyn and I had came out to the Bar to get some drinks and maybe I got a little to carried away.

"Man I said I'm not ready to go" I snapped.

"Man Nelle is blowing my fucking phone up! I don't have time for this shit" Javier yelled snatching me up our the chair.

"Aye Aye don't be fucking yanking me like I'm some lil ass child!" I pushed him off me and he tripped over his feet and fell. He got up and ranned up on me. Chris got between us trying to break us up.

"Y'all chill the fuck out! People are staring" he said holding me back.While Dillyn held back Javier.

"Fuck these people!" I yelled causing more attention on us.

"Get him out of here now" Dillyn said.Chris nodded and we all walked out.

"Wait Chris damn fucking dragging me and shit" I said as we got outside.

"Well straighten the fuck up Yung!"He yelled."You outchea' getting fucking pissy drunk and spazzing out on yo' girl and yo brothas man!" He said slightly pushing me.

"Don't put yo hands on me dawg" I calmy stated. I was about ten seconds away from spazzing on all they ass. I was in need of getting all this built up stress out of me and him and Javier was close to me rocking they shit.

"Dawg let's just go. This shit is getting old. You can't help nobody that don't wanna be helped" Javier said walking away to get in the car and slamming it.

"I never fucking said I needed yo help!" I yelled after him.

"Yung what's up? Talk to me dawg"Chris said leaning up against the car. I sighed and shrugged.

"I'm just fucking up everybody life. I pissed off my fucking Brother. And most importantly Naomi don't even wanna deal with my shit"

"How would you know? You spazzing out her, when all she trying to do is help you. You don't find to many like Naomi Dawg. She willing to help you get through this tuff time, but you won't let her"

"I'm trying man" I sniffled letting a tear roll down my face."This shit is fucking eating me up man. Dillyn and Naomi tried talking to me, but that shit ain't working"

"I can't even fucking sleep at night dawg. I tried pretending like I'm ok, but I'm not." I shook my head."I'm not" I cried.

"C'mere dawg" Chris grabbed me and hugged me. I heard a door open and Javier and Dillyn came over to me.

"It's Gone be ok dawg. We got you" Javier said hugging me.

"Big bro got you" Dillyn said. I smirked and sniffled at the same time thinking how we look and sound like some lil pussy's crying in the parking lot.

"Get yall ass off me" I chuckled playfully pushing them off me. They laughed and Javier threw his sets up getting ready to box with me.

"I'm telling people how you just cried like a lil pussy" He yelled running off to the car. I laughed and through up my middle finger.

I got to get myself together because this shit really taking a toll on me.Even if I have to talk to a shrink.Imma do whatever I gotta' do to make this shit up to Naomi cause right now she not my biggest fan.

Next Morning 9:30am

"Lucas Wake up" I heard Naomi say. I groaned and rolled over to see what she want.

"I got a early shift today at the hospital, so I'm bout to go" she said with a frown on her face getting up.I scrunched my eyebrows and pulled her arm.

"Wait Na" I said pulling her back down on the bed. She sighed and looked elsewhere besides me.

"What's up. What's wrong?"

"Nothing Luc I'm just ready to go to work" she said trying to get up but I held her down.

"Wait why you giving me the cold shoulder? Did I do something?" She finally looked at me and I saw her eyes glistened.

"I'm just tired Luc" she broke away from me.

"If your Tired baby get back in the bed and call in and say your not coming" she shook her head.

"That's not what im Tired of Luc"

"Then what's up? Talk to me"

"Luc I'm tired of you! These little tampers your throwing everyday and pushing me away when the only thing I'm trying to do is help you! But you can't see that because your to busy popping pills and drinking!" She said now her face full of tears. I was taken back by the words she was saying that I couldn't even say nothing.

"I don-"

"What? You don't think you can do this nomo" I asked cutting her off. "If you wanna leave Naomi, go! Be my fucking guest. You wanna leave me when im down bad and when I fucking need you the most!" I yelled at her making her jump.

"You need me, but you keep fucking pushing me away!" She yelled back"Yah right" she waved me off.

"Naomi I don't fucking know how to express my feelings to you or anybody else! I'm fucking trying though you gotta give me credit for that! I can't just hop Back to how I was Before, this shit is eating me up!" I cried.

"If you wanna leave then go! I'm use to people fucking leaving me anyway! So you leaving Ain't Gone make no difference!"

"That's the thing Luc I don't want to, but you keep pushing me away!"

"I don't try to Naomi. You don't know how im feeling on the inside" I sniffled.

"Let me know then. You can't keep this bottled up Luc. If you don't want to talk to me then you can go see a shrink" she said walking over to me.

"I know what I got to do. I don't want to hold you down though Naomi. I understand if you want to leave, I'll let you go if that's what you want to do" I said.

"We was best friends before anything. I don't want something like this messing our relationship up" I said honestly looking her into her Eyes. She stared at me for some minutes then shook her head.

"I'm not going nowhere. I love you"

"I love you to"

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