A Secret Journal part 9

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One tear fell from Kanan's eye,afer a few moments more tears started to appear in Kanan's eyes.The rest of the crew was crying also.Then Kanan fell to the floor on his knees.

"What have I done?,Why did I do that????,Why didn't I talk to him,I'M THE WORST MASTER A PADAWAN CAN HAVE!!"Kanan said

Hera then had a feeling,it was strange,it was like a warning feeling,after a few moments Hera figured out what was happening,Kanan was blaming himself and opening a path to the dark side.Hera had to do something quickly.

Hera kneeled down at Kanan's hight and slapped him.

"Kanan snap out of it!"Hera said

Kanan half turned around.

Sabine and Zeb were looking at Hera with their mouths like Os.

"Hera.....why did you slap Kanan?"Sabine asked

"To get me out of that state.."Kanan said and looked at Hera

"Thank you Hera for doing that,even it did hurt a little"Kanan said

"Sorry..,but I think you should go talk to Ezra"Hera said

"I guess..."Kanan said nervously

"Well if you are soo nervous,how about...we watch some more videos on Ezra's datapad so you can know what things you should say and what things you shouldn't"Zeb said

"For the first time in forever Zeb said something that had a point"Sabine said

"I agree with Zeb"Hera said

"But Ezra is on the ship"Kanan said

"He is in his cabin Kanan,and if we hear any type of noise and if you can sense him coming in any time,we can just quickly hide the datapad"Zeb said

"Fine...."Kanan said and opened a shelf underneath the couch and picked up the datapd and placed it in the same position as before.

Kanan clicked on one of the videos,the video started playing...

There was a 13 year old Ezra.

"Okay  soo yeah,today is my 13th birthday....yay.....another year passed with nothing,and honestly since my parents were....since the accident I was never happy to celebrate my birthday and it's not like someone cares,My parents were the only people I trusted and now I have no one to trust......,but anyway,I guess I'm a teen now,wow,when I was younger I could not wait to be 13 but now I just want to take those years back and be a little innocent kid,who has parents and living a happy life........

Ezra Bridger out".

The video ended.

Kanan sighed.

"I hate the fact that no one was there for Ezra to help him through this...."Kanan said

"I agree,I knew the kid had a bad life but this...this is just too much"Zeb said

Kanan played the next video.....

"I have no idea how to explain this.......but.....I just miss them...I miss my parents so much,I just want them back,I would do anything but they are dead and there is nothing I can do about it,Today is Parents' day and um.....I wrote this song for my mum and dad*Ezra picks up his guitar*...here it goes(This song DOESN NOT BELONG TO ME,IT BELONGS TO A GROUP I LIKE).

------Start of the song------

I'm coming home

to an empty room

My head is spinning

on a Sunday afternoon


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