WITH REX AND EZRA...
Rex and Ezra were in Ezra's and Zeb's room, they were fixing the blaster on the table.
"So uh..Ezra"Rex started
"Yeah?"Ezra said
"Kanan's is really sorry for what he did, you know that right?"Rex said
"......"Ezra remained silent and was looking down
"I...i know I seem upset with him and stuff....but the thing he said....it really triggered me and I've been having a hard time ACCPETING the thing he said....I just...dont wanna talk about it with him now...its not like it would make any difference....the crew hates me for messing up that mission...theres really not a poin-"Ezra was interrupted by Rex grabbeing him by both shoulders and turning him to face Rex.
"Ezra Bridger!, rememeber this, that crew, this rebellion, everyone in it including me cares for you, SO WHAT if u messed up that mission, that is NOT a reason that the crew or anyone to hate you!, so stop believing in stuff thats not true, Kanan is like a father to you isnt he? *Ezra winced*, well a Father and a son always work things out!, and you and Kanan will too, so Talk TO them!"Rex said and loosened his grip on Ezra's shoulders. Rex let go of Ezra.
Ezra was shocked to hear all that.
"Sorry, I kinda..heh..got carried away"Rex said
Ezra was still quiet.
"Well here's your blaster *Rex handed the blaster to Ezra*"Rex said
"T-Thanks...."Ezra said
"Okay then, I'll go finnish up some work..see you around"Rex said and started walking towards the door.
"Rex!"Ezra said
Rex looked over his shoulder.
"Hm?"Rex said
"Uh...T-Thanks....for the..thing you said..."Ezra said
Rex smiled.
"No problem kiddo"Rex said and went out of Ezra's room.
Ezra looked at the blaster and set it back on the table.He layed on his bunk and put his arm over his forehead.
"Is that true.....the thing Rex said..?"Ezra said as he slowly drifted into sleep.
WITH THE CREW....
Rex came back into the common room.
"Hey"Rex said
"Hi Rex"Kanan said
"Uh...I'm sorry but...did Ezra say something?"Kanan asked
Rex didnt wanna lie, but he knew that Ezra wouldnt like that Rex tells everything to the crew. Rex wanted Ezra and the crew to fix this themselves.
"No, Nothing in perticular"Rex said
Kanan was about to say something but Rex turned around.
"Well see you!. I gotta go do some work"Rex said as he stepped out of the common room
"R- *sigh*"Kanan said and turned back at the crew
"Whats Ezra doing?"Zeb asked
Kanan closed his eyes.
"I...I cant tell, he has his mental shields up...but I would say he is sleeping"Kanan said
"Good enough"Zeb said as he took the datapad once more.
"Okay then lets see....hm?"Zeb said
"Whats wrong?"Sabine asked
"Well there is only two videos left....others are...deleted? I think there is at least 20 deleted videos..."Zeb said
"Strange...why would Ezra delete so many videos...."Kanan said
"Well play the video"Sabine said
Zeb played the video.
Ezra was in his and Zeb's room once again, he was shaking..?
"H-Hey, u-uh....Today was a really REALLy m-messed up day......I...I used the d-dark side againts the inquisitor....and Kanan is dissapointed I KNOW IT, Why cant I JUST DO something RIGHT?, I thought its gonna be fine BUT NO something had to happen as always!, I just...cant look at Kanan in the eyes.....I feel like I failed as a padawan......why did I do that!!?? Everything was going so well and I had to ruin it! ..............w-what if...in the end..all this isnt worth it...what if I just fall to the dark side....what would Kanan do then...I cant...I cant talk about this anymore......
Ezra..Ezra Bridger out"
THE VIDEO ENDED...
"This was back when we faced the Inquisitor on Fort Anaxes...."Kanan said
"I-I didnt know Ezra was this upset about it..."Kanan said
"Yeah....he did seem down REALLY down when you two came"Hera said
Sabine looked at the video gallery...
"G-Guys....the last video..."Sabine started
"What about it?"Zeb asked
"It was filmed...the day when Ezra and Kanan fought after the mission..."Sabine said
"You mean that same day?"Hera said
"Yeah...I even think right after Kanan said....you know...the ''perfect'' thing...."Sabine said
"P-Play it Sabine"Kanan said
Hera looked at Kanan. She never saw Kanan this nervous and scared.
Sabine played the video...
THE VIDEO STARTED....
There was Ezra....in his room...tears were running down his face, his eyes were dull, they werent ''electric'' as they should be.
"I-I..K-Kanan *sniff* w-w-we had a b-bad fight just.....*Ezra expresion turned into a regretful and angry one but tears were rolling down even faster* JUST B-BECAUSE OF ME AND MY STUPID CLUMZINESS!!!, the mission was a complete mess up! Everything is so messed up now and I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX IT!.........................................................*There was silence*................................................K-Kanan said...''why cant you be perfect''.....I-I just cant...I'm a street kid....orphan...selfish and childish...I cant FIX ALL THAT! But I have to try, I HAVE to CHANGE IF I WANT ANYONE to...to..l-love me....as family...as a friend....but I dont deserve ANY OF THAT because...I'M JUST A STREETRAT!"Ezra screamed and stuff around him started flying, including the datapad.
"Why...."Ezra started
The datapad fell down but Ezra could still be seen.
"Why cant I be the person everyone wants me to be?"Ezra said
Then the datapad turned off...
THE VIDEO ENDED...
"E-Ezra...."Kanan said with a shaky voice and teary eyes.
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Trust
FanfictionEzra Bridger has many secrets that he doesn't want people to find out.But does Ezra trust his crew,his familiy enough to tell them.Will he have the courage to let them know what he has been through?
