THE NEXT DAY....
Ezra was the first one to wake up then Hera came and made breakfast, the rest of the crew came shortly after
"Good morning sleepy heads"Ezra said trying to hide the fact that he was nervous like almost never before
Kanan saw right through it
"Good morning and whats up?" Kanan asked
"Meehh n-nothiing heh"Ezra said
Kanan rises an eyebrow
The crew started eating breakfast
"Arent you gonna eat?"Zeb asked
"Oh i got up earlier, Hera made me something"Ezra said
"Oh alright then"Zeb said
"And uh, the thing I wanted to show you, is it a problem i show you after breakfast?"
"What? No of course not"Sabine said
"I agree with her"Kanan said
AFTER 3 MINUTES.
The crew was done with breakfast
Kanan could now clearly feel how nervous and anxious Ezra was feeling.
Kanan put his hand on Ezra's shoulder, Ezra turned around and Kanan nodded with a smile.Ezra smiled back.
"Okay let me just get something"Ezra said and exited the common room
AFTER 4 MINUTES...
Ezra came back holding his guitar.
The crew recognised the guitar immediately, it was frim Ezra's videos
"So uh, I wrote this song, to someone and 5 more people at once lets say"Ezra said with a little chuckle
Ezra took a Chair and sat on it, he held the guitar and took a deep breath and let it out
"Here goes nothing"Ezra said as he started playing the guitarSTART OF THE SONG....
*Music*
Take a breath,
I pull myself togather
Just another stepTill I reach the door
You'll never know the way
It tears me up inside
To see you*Ezra thinks of his past self, a little boy wondering the streets*
Wish that I could
Tell you something
To take it all away
*Younger Ezra has a tear in his eye*Sometimes I wish
I can save you
And there's so many things
That I want you to knowI wont give up
Till its over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know
"Ezra is singing to his past self at the moment*When I hear your voice,
Its drowning in a whisper
Its just skin and bonesTheres's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do
I cant make you feel betterIf only I couldn find the answer
To help me understandSometimes I wish
I could save you
And theres so many things
That I want you to knowI wont give up
Till its over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know
*Ezra now looks at the crew changing the theme completely*That if you fall stumble
Down
I'll pick you up
Off the ground
If you lose faith in youI'll give you strength
To pull through
Tell me you wont give up
*Ezra means and understands that the crew also has a bad past and he is telling them he'll help them like they helped him*Cause i'll be waiting
For you if you fall
Oh you know
I'll be there for you*Music break*
If only I could find the
Answer
To take it all awaySometimes I wish
I can save you
And there's so many things
That I want you to knowI wont give up
Till its over
If it takes you forevee
I want you to knowI wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you X 2END OF THE SONG....
The whole crew was so emotional, the song really made an impact on them
"Ezra, that was amazing, thank you, even Zeb is getting emotional"Kanan said
"Am not!"Zeb saidEzra chuckeled
"No, thank you"Ezra said as he looked at the crew and smiled
Kanan could see that Ezra was really happy, even the damaged child in him
finally felt happiness and smiled.
Lichen8
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Okay guys this is the final chapter of the Secret Journal I hope you liked it and I thank lichen8(i dont know how to tag people on the phone so forgive meh) for the idea of Ezra playing something for the crew. I hope I chose a good song, it really made an impact on me. Soo yeah thanks for all the votes, comments and support u guysPadawan girl out:)
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FanfictionEzra Bridger has many secrets that he doesn't want people to find out.But does Ezra trust his crew,his familiy enough to tell them.Will he have the courage to let them know what he has been through?