So nothing much happened today but I actually found out my grandfather has cancer through out his body and he only has a few more weeks to live... I am just so done with life right now.. Why does everything happen to me? I just don't wanna do this anymore.. I kinda need someone to talk to me about it but I don't wanna ask Miley or Haley because they are already a mess I kinda have no one..
I just wanna know why everyone hates me right now I just don't get it.. You know what.. I should of got the cancer not him.. I deserve it not him.. People love him.. I got no one. IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME. I JUST CANT LIKE I DESERVE IT I DESERVE TO DIE! I CANT. anymore..
One thing I hate is 2 of my best friends I was close to 1 for like a week then he stopped talking to me then the other he is he so whatever. I just kinda miss them.. OOH someone made a comment that I am friends with more boys than girls and I payed attention to it a little more and ITS SO TRUE HOW DID I NOT KNOW THING!?
Damn when is he gonna ask me out..?
ANYWAYZZZ I have nothing else to do.. Might spend the night with Gertrude which will be lit.. Watch out Derick and Mark heh.. heh.. heh. Yea Derick blocked me which was RUDE GOSH. WHAT DID I DO TO HIM!! Allie.. you did a lot.. Yea I guess..
Why am I in a unicorn onesie?
I really should be taking a shower right now..
Stoop laughing^
Help.. I'm a mess.
