OK SO TODAY WAS AWFUL!! I was going to the bathroom to fix my hair and I cut my food on something and I was going to show my mom thinking it was nothing and remember how I said I haven't cried in 3 ish months? I BROKE DOWN WHEN SHE SAID I MIGHT NEED STICHES!! I still am crying just writing this cause I am really scared I still might need stitches.. I am still freaking out it hurts really bad! So far we just wrapped it up and see how it does but I probably have to get stitches I can't stop crying..
Anyways so far drama has been kinda slow.. but there is this one kid I am literally like so done with.
I just made a amazing Christmas playlist on Spotify and it's 12 hours long no joke.
I am leaving on the 20th to go on a trip with my family.. I do and don't wanna go.. I am scared I am gonna say the wrong things.. I don't wanna see someone die. I never had to deal with a death before and now I have to deal with this!! I hate life.
My foot really hurts.. I didn't know it was bleeding till I looked down.. I started laughing a little because I didn't know it was serious. Until I started walking.. it's not funny how much blood got on the floor..
Anyways when we go on that trip I have to bring on of my dogs.. Because it's my dads dog and he is idek we just have to bring him.. 8ish hours in a car with a dog.. help me!
If I have to go get stitches please go to the hospital and put me out of my misery... THE SHOWER IS GONNA HURT MY FOOT ITS GONNA BE HELL AHHH NOO OUCH I CANT I am so tired! Anyways I'll be back when I have more drama My throat hurts :( Ugh why does everything happen to me!
I hate how my mom came in my room earlier and asked me "What are you wearing to the funeral?" I was like IDK that black dress with flowers on it.. (It's a summer dress) I am supposed to wear Uggs and leggings with it.. I hate planning what I am gonna wear to my grandfathers funeral (I'm probably gonna wear black eye shadow and a choker) I already wear dark eyeshadow like it is but it's gonna be darker for this is it disrespectful that I don't wanna go? I never been to one.. She said his funeral might be this or next month.. This is very stressful on me because I never know when it's gonna happen I had a cat named Milo that died earlier this year and one day after school they told me he died I couldn't stop crying
I noticed today how old one of my dogs is getting I asked my mom how old she is and she might die in like 2-3 years.. I love Ginger so much! I grew up with her.. the picture with this chapter is Ginger I love her to death.. ha I love Ginger more than most of my friends..
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AHH MY BOYFRIENDS COMMERCIAL JUST CAME ON!! I love goldfish.
I didn't get stitches yet and I probably won't. I would of added a picture of what happened but some people might not be medical minded (Can't see cuts or blood without passing out or something) I almost passed out when I saw my foot like I am so used to hitting myself on something but this had a sharp pain so SO looked down and blood was everywhere and I stood there shocked and I moved my foot a little and blood got on the floor I went into the living room where my mom was which was passed the kitchen laundry room and other stuff cause there is a bathroom in the laundry room.. I got blood everywhere and so started freaking out because I never bleed that much before well that I can think of so I started crying because I really didn't want stitches
I also have a headache again and a sore throat and a hurt foot.. PUT ME OUT OF MY MISORY.. NOW MY NECK HURTS
I need sleep.. I don't think people read this anymore sadly.. Oh well thanks for reading my lil puppers
