Ok so in first period we did this thing where this guy would ask us 7 questions and gif we get 4 or more correct they would look at us then they might send us to state and win some money idk.. Anyways I scored 4/7 correct (Cause one was bout food) and the others I guessed.. Anyways there is no way I am going to state..
SO after that I was running to go to 2nd period and when I was running up the stairs I guess they were wet (Cause it rained all day) and my boots already slide a bunch and I am just clumsy I feel and threw my binder up the stairs cause idk and some 8th grade boy was right behind me just staring at me.. Glad I didn't know him!
Guess who's eating goldfish! me :)ne
Anyways here is a little drama I heard today.. Some boy in class was doing SOMETHING under his desk if you know what I mean.. LIKE WHAT THE FECK MAN!
Amanda told me something last night bout my two best friends now I can't be friends with them.. I mean like the same way I was..
Trinity is telling me to talk to them but I can't.. Once again they won't let me live it down blah blah blah ughhhhhhh
I have 4 people who wants to me partners with me of this school trip we have next semester. ugh but 2 are really annoying and the 3rd she just no and the 4th WE GONNA GET LIT
Remember the "girl code"? Yea SOME PEOPLE DONT KNOW HOW TO FOLLOW IT.. fuck her. I never fucking liked her she always thought she was better than everyone else.
Some people need to actually LISTEN to understand me god it's that simple JUST LISTEN HOW HARD IS IT!! No one cares crap I meant to start saying fecking cause idk
No one fecking cares about me I am so fecking done.
What if we are all dead and this is hell?? What if Jesus already came back and WE DIDNT GO! AND WE ARE ALL IN HELL! I WANT OUT I WANT TO GET OUT OF HELL PLEASE HELP ME!
It feels like I'm drowning.. either I am drowning or I am so far underground no one can hear my cries for help people say it could be worse but they don't know what I am going through.. I hate my life!
I wanna move.. I wanna start over.. At this very moment I am driving by my school.. I hate that place so much.. I hate the people.. there honestly if I count honestly like 100% honestly I only like 2 people in there my two best friends.. Amanda and Gertrude.. Other people betrayed me..
I wanna stay in one class period for a whole day with Amanda and Gertrude just sit there and laugh at everyone..
Well sorry this was kinda boring today.. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day..
BYE MY lil puppers.
P.s. MY MOM PUT BLEACH IN MY HOUSE AGAIN (She poured it out because two people told her I wanted to kill myself)
