December 8, 2016

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I was on my phone all day in every class so ya
Nvm drama really happened but I am really sore because in pe we did the squat max thing and I squatted 75 pounds.. I could have done more but I was already sore and I wasn't in the right clothes..

I fell again today.. the first time I tried to lift 75 I wasn't expecting it to hurt me that bad but I fell to the floor which was just great..

I was walking to the library with 4 of my friends and Amanda saw someone we hate and she was just about to chase him and probably kill him.. I wouldn't of stopped her :)

I swear there is this girl who HATES me she gives me dirty looks in the hallway I'm like bitch do you have a problem!?

Oh and I'm pe I sat down for a second while I waited for my partner let's call her Laura anyways he yelled at me and told me there is no sitting then he saw Laura sitting down and he didn't give a shit!! Then my friend Abby sat down and he yelled at her!! HE LIKES LAURA AND HATES US!! WTF COACH KAREV!! (I call all my teachers that)

I have this friend who is dating this girl and I fr think they can do better... just gonna say that.

There is this girl at school who Amanda thinks likes me Amanda and Taylor.. she is fr annoying but she doesn't know that.. Everyone actually hates her but she doesn't know that..

There is this girl in my math class who is really mean to me and so inappropriate like me and my friends can be inappropriate from time to time like normal middle schoolers but this girl is flat out nasty like everyday at lunch she sings "My dingaling, my dingaling, I want you to play with my dingaling" IT IS SO ANNOYING AND EMBARRASSING!! If anyone sees me at school with this girl.. I am not friends with her.. I hate her and almost jumped over the table and killed her I hate her so much.. She tells me everyday I'm ugly, fat, stupid, and no one likes me.. THIS IS THE CRAP I HAVE TO DEAL WITH EVERYDAY! I wasn't gonna put this in this book but I guess I will.. I hate her ok..

Oh and people if you see me at school please do not touch me, I hate it when people touch me in any way. At lunch this girl would touch me and my hair till I told my teacher cause I don't like to be touched.. Me and Gertrude will hug in the hallway a lot cause we are best friends and we do that but I wouldn't do that with anyone else so please don't touch me. I understand if it's a accident but please don't unless we are close friends or you have a reason to.. Otherwise you I do this thing when when someone tries to touch me I grab their arm and twist it back really fast cause it's a habit I got last year..

I forgot my rules I made last year..
1. Don't touch me
2. Don't touch my lunchbox
3. Don't touch my phone
4. Don't touch my hair
5. Don't touch my boyfriend
6. Don't look at my boyfriend
7. Don't get on my bad side

Those were the days when I had friends I could trust ha bink that girl is still a bitch..

Talked to Jasmine today.. :) (Amanda will get it) :) :) :)

I am so sore from PE please just kill me now..

Ugh I still need to take a shower but I am so tired!!

Anyways goodnight my lil puppers sleep well..

-Asuna

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