December 13, 2016

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Today was good and then bad...
This morning my teacher gave me free food
Later we didn't do anything in PE
Nothing in reading
Math I sat there and regretted life
Tech nothing much
Science...... We got to flip bottles.. it's was me.. Mahaley and Tyler and other people but they are not important when we was going over the instructions we had to do a intruder drill thing and me and a bunch of kids had a nice conversation about anime.. which was fun..

I walked to the library with Amanda and Taylor which was fun then when I got there... not so much.. I ran to the bathroom cause I was so mad but people had to follow me.. I was ok with Amanda following me but I didn't really wanna talk to anyone else..

Then towards the end of it before I left.. Tyler asked me out... and I said no because I liked bae:) but I let him down easy then he said..
IT WAS JUST A JOKE

IM SO FUCKING DONE

I wasn't gonna say yes but the fact it was for gum just made me lose it

If you go to my school and see me messing with my necklace that could mean I am nervous or sad or even mad so just ask! Bink you touch me you die.

Guess what!!
My head hurts

Tyler hates me because apparently I accidentally said something "mean" but sorry you shouldn't of texted me when I have a headache!!

Anyways ya I hate my life:(

Idek what's going on tbh

Well just told Tyler how I am suicidal and all that stuff...

He's trying to help but it don't

In math I had to get up and go to the bathroom to cry again..

Well I guess Tyler doesn't hate me that much as I thought.. he says he would back stab me but let's watch this crash and burn...

Ugh I'm so stupid!!! In this group chat I was talking bout bitch.com my joke and I looked it up to see what it was and it was PORN!! WTF!! Anyways Tyler was there too and he clicked on it right after I told him not to so now his Mac book is gonna be taken up! And it's all my fault!! I am so stupid!! Ugh!!!

-Asuna

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