Yay, a new POV! Honeslty, most of this will be in Phil's, simply because he is easiest for me to write. Also, Chris and PJ probably will not be in this very much. I have a KicktheStickz fic in the works, so keep an eye out for that, yeah?
Talk to you guys after the chapter! <3
~T
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Dan's POV
I held Phil's hand all the way to Starbuck's. We walked behind Chris and Peej, so I don't think they noticed, and if they did, they didn't say anything. I really liked being able to have physical contact with another person, even though that person probably thought of me as nothing more than a best friend. I realised the second day after coming home that I felt something other than friendship for Phil, but I immedeatly accepted that he would never feel the same, and I defininatly did not expect him to. Honestly, Phil probably just thinks of me as a huge inconvenience, which I understood. Why should he have to deal with everything? He's helped me through so much, I just really don't understand why, especially when I've lashed out at him....
**Flashback (Still in Dan's POV)**
We were sat at the table eating breakfast. Phil was watching some baking show on the TV when an advert for Country Crisp came on, and he chuckled a bit. I raised my eyebrow at him.
"What's funny about Country Crisp?" I asked. It took him a moment to pull himself together.
"Remember how you used to hide the Country Crisp from me because I always ate it?" He said, clutching his stomach in laughter. I don't think he realised what he did.
"No." I said angrily. "No, Phil, I don't fucking remember. I don't remember a god damn thing."
"Dan..." Phil trailed off. "I didn't even think...I'm so sorry."
"I don't want to hear it." I muttered, and stormed off to my room. I slammed the door shut and threw myself onto my bed with a muffled shout. I was just so damn frustrating! He knew I didn't remember anything, why couldn't he be a little more sensitive? I stopped myself from thinking that way. He was just talking to me the same way he would've before the accident. I sighed and a tear slid out of my eye. I wished I could just remember everything.
"Dan?" I heard Phil say softly with a tap on my door. "Dan, can we talk?"
"Sure." I said quietly, unsuccsesfuly trying to keep my voice steady. Phil burst in through the door.
"Dan, I am so sor-"
"Stop." I cut him off. "You don't have to apologise, you did nothting wrong. I shouldn't have lashed out and shouted at you like that. I'm the one who should be sorry, and I am. I know this is really hard for you. I wish I could just remember everything so we didn't have to go through this struggle. I'm really sorry for being so awful earlier." I took a shuddering breath and couldn't stop a sob escaping my mouth. Phil walked over and sat down next to me on my bed and took me into his arms.
"It's okay." He said softly into my hair as I curled into him. "It's all going to be okay, I promise.We'll get through this." He rubbed my back in a very soothing manner. I knew he was right. I knew we were going to be fine.
**Flashback over**
We had been walking the entire time I was lost in thought, and as I snapped back to reality we arrived at Starbuck's. Phil and I walked into the building behind Chris and PJ. I thought I noticed Phil hesitate a bit before walking in, but I brushed it off. I mean,it's just Starbucks, right?
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