Lost

thanks giving break

Cece's POV

It's  Thanksgiving break. A break I wish had never started, because if it hadn't we wouldn't be in this situation.
   For once I wish I had been in school.
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Friday.
    Friday night I went out, and saw a play with Samuel. It was really fun, and I enjoyed myself. For once I felt like a normal person.
   That night as usual I headed over to Cheyennes.
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Saturday.
    Saturday my parents left early so like any responsible teen invited people over including my guy friend and his girlfriend, Cheyenne, and Zaida.
   Me, Cheyenne, and the girl from before who brought the wine bottle,Zaida, just hung out in the living room listening to very loud music.
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Sunday.
     This was a pretty normal day. I walked Cheyenne down to the pet store so she could look at the lizards.
    Simple things to enjoy, and I wish things had stayed simple, and happy.
   That night I ran out to Carl's jr. To meet with a new dealer. Once I was there he told me he recognized me from my middle school.
   This made me very unhappy, so i paid him and left.
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Monday.
     A new friend of ours Nikki joined us, we hung out at the church smoking the weed I bought. After that we walked down to McDonald's where I ran into Isaac and his girlfriend.
    I sat with them not really thinking how rude it'd be to do so and just sat there talking. His girlfriend offered me fries and was really nice. But I decided not to having that I had ate a lot already.
    We then became paranoid and left McDonald's.
   We stayed over at my place where I snorted what I had left over of a crushed up morphine pill.
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And then today. Tuesday.

     Alexander had gotten ahold of me threw Facebook. Telling me that he wanted to hang out. Obviously lovestruck for this coked up bad boy I wanted to hang out as soon as possible.
   
Today I was supposed to meet up with Tyson to buy some random drugs he had, but instead I asked Cheyenne to go meet up with him while I went with Alexander.
    And against her better judgement Cheyenne agreed to do it dispite her never actually going on a drug run before. But what can I say she's a good friend.
     I hug her, and run out of her grandmothers house. He told me to meet him by the trail, so he can go and show me some place.
   I go over there as instructed, and wait for him to come riding along on his worn out board smoking a freshly lit cigarette.
    I don't know what drove me to do this, being that I usually never go anywhere on my own. I liked having friends with me, but I guess I had figured for once I could do something on my own.
     But as before as I had predicted he came rolling up. He stopped infront of me, and I take the cigarette out of his mouth placing it in mine.

    "Your gonna have to pay for that Missy." He says taking the cigarette out of my mouth and throwing it on the ground. I go to go step on it but he pulls me back, and takes me into a deep kiss, and suddenly I forget about the still burning cigarette. "Come on I wanna show you somewhere"
     He took my hand into his, and we walked. It was hard to find a place in this small town that I didn't know about. I've lived here all my life.
     So when we went around to this one back alley I was confused.
   There was a row of houses like any normal neighborhood, and for some reason we were behind all the houses.
    "Climb over this fence" he says throwing his board over, and beginning to climb. I follow him over the fence and look at the only two story house in this neighborhood. It been abandoned for a while. And while I had seen it before i never went in.
    He opened the back door to the place like he owned it, and walked in.
    "So what did you have planned?" I ask. I mean I get walking around some abandoned house, but during the day? I wasn't gonna question it.
  
     "Well if you would just give me a minute, so we could walk upstairs." I shake my head smiling.

    "Whatever." I climb up the stair only to see one small room, and in the middle of the room a mattress.
    I look up at him, and smirk.
  
   "So what do you think"

     "Having sex on a second date is a little petty isn't it. "

    "I like petty." Then almost like in a movie he pulls me down onto the bed with him, and things get intense.
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Wednesday.
    I woke up the next morning in the abandoned house by Alexanders side.
All night we ran around pretending that it was our house.
    We did a lot of coke, and did a lot of things that weren't so holy.
   But now it was morning, and I had to head back to Cheyennes.
   I kiss his still sleeping face before heading down the stairs, and walking out the back gate.
    Following the trail, crossing a couple of streets, and finally ending up back at my sweet home. Or Cheyennes sweet home, I walk in and look to the living room.
   Being as thays where we slept I had found it a little odd to not see her there.
   I figured she probably went off so I went to the bathroom to wash lasts nights smell off of me.
    There I found her. Cheyenne was laying on the floor crying. I drop my phone, and fresh pair of clothes. Shutting, and locking the door before going down by her side.

    "Cheyenne what's wrong?" All she does is continue crying.

I really wish I never heard that answer. I really wish it wasn't true.

Thanksgiving break. Just started, and now it seemed like everything is ending.