Stalker. (leafycynical)

part 6

look at my best friend. i love my best friend. my best friend. mine.

"I love you" he says.

I. Love. You.

Those three words bounce around my head,, i cannot fathom anything. Calvin Vail just told me he loves me. what the fuck isLIFE

I look him in his chocolate brown eyes. my heart has never beat this fast.

then it all stops. everything was a blur. i felt lips on mine. they fit mine so well, almost perfectly. i kissed back and that was the most passionate kiss i have ever had. i could see the stars.

he was made of stardust.

"Lets go inside, love." Calvin said quietly.

"Okay." I whispered. that was all i could let out. i felt like i was high,, but he was fine. he was a drug and.. and..

I needed more.

I shook my head. no way, i can't do that right now.. later..

We walked in and Calvin plopped down on the couch. he smiled up at me.

"Im tired im gonna go to bed." I said to him.

"Okay,, goodnight love." He kissed my cheek and i blushed madly. i tried to hid my red face but he chuckled and wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you Calvin."

"I love you too Niall."

I walked into my room and locked my door,, afraid he would come in.

I sat on my bed and took out my leafy book. I wrote in that thing like a crazy fangirl writes gay smut. I wrote down everything that happened. everything about him. and us.

It read::
hes mine. he belongs to me. only me.
his lips,, like cream. they fit perfectly on mine and i felt butterflies. he does things to me that i can't even explain. hes a drug that i crave. hes nicotine that i need to breathe in. the kiss left me feeling high. feeling that what happened wasn't real,, but i know it was. when he told me he loved me,, the three words rolled off his tongue. he meant what he said. and i meant it when i said i loved him more. i want to go back into his arms and stay there. i want to go back and turn the kiss into something else. i want him again. i want the drug again. the drug,, im having withdraw. Calvin Vail.

I quickly closed my book and hid it back under my matress when i heard a knock at my bedroom door. i got up and opened it.

"Niall? Can i uh.. sleep with you tonight?" Calvin asked. he seemed to be scared.

"Of course baby." I took his hand and led him back to my bed and we both climbed in a latched on to each other.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah,, i just wanted you to hold me." Calvin smiled. god i love that smile.

We laid there in silence. but it wasn't awkward silence,, it was pleasant silence. Like we were just there, holding each other. Everything is perfect in this moment.

I started to count how many times i felt his heart beat on my chest. it was pleasing.

His breaths began to get heavy and soon enough,, he was asleep. he looked so precious and vulnerable.

Soon enough i was asleep too. everything was bliss.

Hoi kids. i enjoyed that. theres probably gonna be some smut coming up soon js. and some action,, i got some shit planned. kk love you. dont forget to vote and comment because i like reading your comments,, they're nice haha. well bye now. leafycynical is cool.