Musical Notes Are The Connection To Love (ON HOLD)

Chapter 2- I lied, I Still Love that Different Him...and Yet I say I Don't

(Clara's point of view)

He remembered my name. Oh my god, he actually did.

" That...That's me." I murmured.

" Oh alright. How's Emma?" Was his short and quick reply, it was like he blamed me for Emma running away. True, I did not stop her from running away. True, I wanted some peace with Johnson but it was only one small matter.

" She's alright, she'll get over it." I said curtly, annoyed he did not actually ask about me. I knew I had n reason to be like that, he was just concerned about his half-sister. Yea, he's stupid half-sister that hide the truth from me.

" I'm sorry she didn't tell you alright." He sounded irritated. I bit my lip, knowing I messed my chance of being with him up again and tears slide down my eyes. I did not mean to say that aloud.

" Clara, are you actually fine? I know Emma can be secretive sometimes, she just thinks you will treat her differently." Good, he thought it was another reason. Stupid me! How could I forget about the FaceTime?

" I get it, I know how she feels." I said shortly, hurt at the thought I did not have any parents.

" You don't get how it feels with only one parent do you?" He said sharply. I wiped my tears of angrily and replied.

" You don't know how it is with NO parents since 7." I emphasised the 'NO' and I could him stammer over the line but I was to angry with the world to reply. I knew I messed up my chances but I did not care.

" So-orry." He said again, thinking I did not hear the first.

" Everyone is like that, they think they are the worst. How about no parents? Yea, I know I'm not as bad as some roadside person but know who you're talking to before commenting." I murmured fumingly.

That was when Eva Horizon Nightingale walked in, both her parents were gone too. She was like my soulmate but the difference was, her parents were gone before she even grew up. To her, her foster parents were her real parents. She never dreamed of meeting her biological parents, ever.

" HEY CLA!" She yelled in her sassy voice that was always cheerful and "Cla'' was what she calls me.

" I'll leave you talk to her then." I heard Johnson said as he cut the line off before I had chance to reply. I sighed and turned to Eva, as she said.

" I saw you talking to him from outside, you seemed stressed you know. I guessed you needed a break from talking, so I interrupted. Who's he?"

" Johnson."

(Johnson's point of view)

I had to cut the line, I was really going crazy just talking to her. I know six years and I'm still totally in love. Falling head-over-heels. Yet, destroying all my chances to be with her. She hates me for being rude, I know and now I'm suffering from Anapnophobia. Well, not that I have the symptom. I just find it hard to breathe just talking to her.

 Crazy as it seems, I still love her.

(Eva's point of view)

" Johnson" Clara told me and I knew it was the guy she loved for her life. I was probably the only one who knew about him, apart from Clara. I was like her diary which she tells everything too. That was Clara for you, she would never tell her best friend, Emma but she would tell someone not as close but hey, I was Clara's soulmate. Hey, well, it's true, no one ever tells their closest friends.

" So...yes, Johnson. Huh? Never thought I will meet him never thought I never actually loved him."

(Clara's point of view)