Chapter 15: Terrible Fate
Xevlyex's POV
We went home in silent from school and I feel a little light-head thanks to that evil witches. Jungkook seems a little quiet today. He seems to become more concern about me and I'm getting tired thinking about my daily life. I just want to disappear from that place... I rather stay in my room away from this dangerous world.
"You seem down..." I said and he hum in respond. "I'm worried about you..." He said softly and I glance at him whose eyes is focus on the road. "You don't need too... They will learn their lesson soon" I sighs and close my eyes.
Soon, we arrive and I went inside into my room. I turn the doorknob and close the door behind me I lean against it and slide down slowly. The more it starts... The more it hurt. I'm starting to become my old depressed self... I'm already stressed out with these thoughts and the memories. I'm such a depressed person.
I haven't seen that razor... The blood... I don't know what is going on with me. I don't know why am I doing this... I don't know what am I thinking... I don't know myself anymore. I search around my room and finally a razor that I hid deep in my luggage. I walk into the bathroom and close the door then locked it.
(WARNING: If you scared of self-harm skip the part)
"Bring me back my pain..." I whimpers and cut myself deep on the wrist. I hold it in and did it over and over. I look at the bloods and tears welled up in my eyes as I fell to the floor feeling weak as ever.
"Forgive me.. I don't deserve to live in this world..."
Jungkook's POV
I pace in my bedroom and keep on thinking over and over again. I should stay by her side and protect her. I stop pacing around until this feelings built up inside me and I rush over to Xevlyex's room. I burst open the door and her room was a mess. I run to the bathroom door and knock on it.
"Xevlyex! Xevlyex! Open up, please! What happen!" I yelled as tears stream down from my eyes. I slam the door and burst open it. My eyes widen as I saw her laying with blood streaming on the floor and both of her wrists. "Xevlyex!!" I scream on the top of my lungs and run toward her quickly.
"Hang in there..." I whisper and carry her in bridal style rushing out of her room. I got her in the car and drive to the hospital in rush. We arrive there and I grab her running into the hospital in tears.
"Please! Please help her!" The nurses rush over me and lay her on the bed as they rush her into the operation room. I was at the waiting room. She must be depressed... It's because of this... I can't let this happen again.
I look at the blood on my hand and turn my palm into a fist. I can't forgive myself... I dial the hyungs and the girls numbers except for Yeeun. They will be here soon... Tears soon welled up in my eyes as I start crying silently.
Why is this such a terrible fate for us to have? Why?
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