Shawn Mendes Imagines

We don't talk anymore...

I never knew pressing a button could be so hard, but once again my anxiety has proven the impossible.

I took a deep breath and looked at the call button and quickly pressed it. I shut my eyes and breathe as much as I can before I hear someone pick up.

"Hello?" I hear the calm voice that once meant the world to me. My breath is shaky but I manage to get the words out.

"Hey. It's Shawn." I say. I must sound insane. She's probably moved on with her life and is happy and here I am, still crying and dying inside. I've written plenty of songs about heartache and heartbreak. I needed some inspiration for a song about love and happiness. But I can't seem to find it anywhere.

"Shawn? My gosh, we haven't talked in forever." She says. Her voice somehow calms me down.

"Yeah I know. I needed some inspiration and you were the one person that could hand it to me." I laugh to myself remembering all the times I'd sing to her and come up with amazing lyrics.

"Well, I don't know what a phone call would do." She laughs. She seems so happy.

"I don't know. Maybe bring me out of this hell hole." I say. She sighs.

"What's new with you?" She says, suddenly sounding disappointed.

"Not much. Just been sitting here." I say.

"For a year straight?" She laughs. I laugh too.

"Pretty much yeah. Been going to work and such. But I'm having major writers block. What about you, what's new with you?" I ask. She takes another deep sigh.

"Actually, not good. I lost my job and been trying to sign with a new agency. It's been so long Shawn. I need to see you again. It's been too long." She says.

"A year too long." I smile.

"Yeah. I don't know. Maybe seeing you will bring me out of my hell hole too. We can help each other." She laughs.

"That sounds nice. When do you want to hang out?" I ask.

"Um. I'm available on Wednesday. Would that work for you?" She asks. I nod.

"Yeah, that's perfect."

"Cool, I'll come by your place okay?" She says. I nod.

"Alright see you Wednesday."

"See you Wednesday."

**Wednesday**

I hear a quiet knock on the door and go to answer it. She looks thinner and more tired than usual.

"Hey." I say. She smiles.

"Hey." She looks to the car.

"Ready to go?" She asks. I nod.

"I'll drive." I smile. She smiles back. I rush to her side of the car and open it as she sits down. I go on the other side of the car and take a deep breath. I start the engine and take off.

We go to a restaurant and sit back while we wait for our food.

"So, any new girls?" She painfully asks. I smile to myself.

"No. what about you, any new guys?" I ask.

"Nope." It gets quiet for a second.

"What happened to us?" She asks.

"What do you mean?"

"What happened to us Shawn? We were going strong. We were in love. Why did you going on tour make everything so different?" She says. I think about her question for a second.

"I honestly don't know Y/N. I was endlessly in love with you. Distance I guess does matter."

"But we let distance matter. Shawn if we were so in love, why did distance matter? It shouldn't matter what you are, what age you are, or what distance you are, it's just a number. Love has no number. And we let that number get to us." She had a great point.

"I still love you." I say. Regretting it right after. She looks shocked.

"I know. I know that we let it get to us. It was the fighting. I couldn't handle it. I was super stressed. But I still love you, Y/N. I always will." I look down at my hands. She gets up and grabs my arm. She pulls me in for a hug. I've been longing for the feeling of her warmth. I hug her tighter, not wanting to let go.

"I love you too Shawn." She says and kisses me. I don't think I've ever felt so much passion, not since we first kissed. I felt vibrant and didn't want to let her go.

"Do you want to stay the night?" I ask her as she goes to sit down again. She smiles at me.

"Sure." And right then, I knew I couldn't be happier.

A/N: hey guys! Holy crap! I'm almost to 100K! Thank you guys so much for reading my story! It means so much to me!

I really hope you like this one. I was having horrible writers block and inspiration has kind of been hitting me lately. Love you guys! Bye!