Shawn Mendes Imagines

Hospitals

Here ya go @CrystalAngel3 :), I really hope you enjoy it :)

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"No Shawn! I don't understand why you have to say hurtful things like that!" I yell.

"What hurtful thing have I said!" He yells back.

"How you miss your ex! And not to mention that for a while now you've been comparing me to her! If you miss her so much, then fucking go back to her!" I yell, running out of the door. It was cold out, I didn't grab a jacket and I swear it had dropped 20 degrees since the last time I came out.

I ran out of the driveway into the street, becoming more confused by the second. My brain was swarming with emotions, anger, regret, depression, anxiety, I couldn't think straight. My brain wanted to be all of them at once. All I could remember was I ran and got into the car, and drove away. I couldn't concentrate on a single thing. My vision was blurry from all the tears and disgust I had in me.

All I remember after that was big bright lights coming towards me and loud honks, and a hint of pain on my entire body.

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"Palak? Someone's here to see you." I here the nurse say. I groan and sit up. I was only in here for a couple of hours and they managed to fix me up somewhat. The nurse runs And and lowers me back down.

"You must stay relaxed." She says, pumping my pillows for me. I sigh and stare at the strings attached to me. I see a dark shadow cover them and look up. It was Shawn, he had tears streaming down his face and he looked horrified.

"What are you doing here?" I mumble out. God even talking was painful.

"This is all my fault." His voice cracked from sobs. He felt down to the floor and hugged me. I hug him back and squeeze tight.

"It's not your fault. I shouldn't have driven away. I should've just taken a minute to calm down. But I didn't. This is nowhere near your fault." I say. I had to say it. He needed to know this wasn't on him.

"Don't talk." He rubbed my ribs, still sobbing.

"I love you Palak, don't even question it. My ex is long gone and I don't want anything to do with her. You make me happy. You're literally the only reason why I wake up everyday with a smile on my face. I love you to death. I don't know what I'd do without you. And this, this accident, it's made me realize how hurtful it would be to see you go." He says. I can tell he's being honest.

"I'm sorry for comparing you to my ex, and saying I missed her. I was kidding about the missing her part. But the comparing you to her was wrong. I'm sorry. You're not like her. You're different. And that's what I love about you. I love you." He says, kissing me. I let go and smile.

"I love you too." I say and kiss him again.

A/N: hope you enjoyed!