Shawn Mendes Imagines

The wedding.

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Shawn's P.O.V

I walk down the aisle to where my wedding is going to happen. With my one true love. The most beautiful girl here on earth. The most talented, the smartest, the wisest, the. Oh what are you saying Shawn? You love someone else.

No no no, you love Lauren. Remember? You're getting married to her!

Just because I'm getting married doesn't mean I don't love anyone else.

I stop listening to myself speak and walk down the aisle to wait for my lovely bride. Oh god I was nervous. I waiting and messed around with the tie that was around my neck.

The room filled within five minutes and soon enough, the wedding stared. All of the bridesmaids walked down, holding the men I had gathered for this wedding.

"Please rise for the bride to be." The preacher announced. I looked up, finding a beautiful girl with a long white dress, pearls beaded along the dress and a very slim top making her curves stand out an awful lot. Her strapless dress made her skin look even more brilliant then usual. Her hair was curled, going past her breasts and making her porcelain in her skin stand out even more.

She walked down the aisle looking beautiful as ever. But thoughts came rushing in. That beautiful girl standing there, is she really my bride to be? Lauren looked up at me and smiled as her father let go of her, handing her the bouquet and walking back to his seat. I stare into her eyes. Her eyes were sparking with lots of joy. Boy was I lucky.

But was I really? Was I just basing my life on looks when there's another beautiful gorgeous woman that's gorgeous on the inside and out. I didn't know if I wanted to go through with this. I didn't know if she was really whom I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, have children with, be old with. Was she really who I wanted to spend all of that with?

What about someone that makes me happy? That makes me anxious and ambitious and less lonesome? What about the girl with a sweet smile that could light up the son if she wanted to. Her smile came rushing into my mind. I couldn't even focus on what the preacher was saying. All I could focus on was the girl I really was in love with, her smile. That day we played on the swings and she looked happy as ever. Made me fall in love with her even more. Made me worship her in many ways possible.

"SPEAK NOW OR FOREVER HOLD YOUR PEICE!" The preacher yelled. God I didn't even invite her to my wedding. Why didn't I? God I'm such a bad friend.

"I OBJECT!" Someone yelled from the seats. I look up at Lauren who looked shocked. I quickly turned to the person that objected. I couldn't believe my eyes.

"(Y/N), what are you doing?" I let go of Lauren's hands and I hear her soft moan escape her lips. As if she was scared. She could get any man she wanted, why was she wanting me?

I walk of the arch towards (Y/N) who was now in tears. She was in the back.

"What are you doing?" I ask once again.

"I'm sorry Shawn. I love you. I LOVE YOU! That should be me standing up there!" She yells. She looked really sad.

"(Y/N) I'm sorry. Listen, this is my wedding. I love her." I say, regretting it. I knew in both my mind and in my heart I didn't love Lauren, I loved (Y/N). But I don't know what to do, maybe marrying Lauren is what's better for me. (Y/N) looked down at the floor and moved her heel around.

"I understand." She says, sniffling and starts to walk out. Before she walks out Lauren yells "Come interrupt my relationship again, and I swear, you'll regret so much." I look up at Lauren.

"Lauren!" She looks sad. She looks over to (Y/N) and runs after. (Y/N)! Listen! I'm sorry. I didn't mean it." Lauren hugs her and (Y/N) says "it's okay. I'm going to leave now if you don't mind. I'd like to be alone." She slips away from Lauren's arms and Lauren waits till she's out of sight.

"Shall we continue?" I say, holding my bride by her arm and guiding her back onto the arch.

"I do."

"I do." We continue. I kiss my newly beloved. But after, all I could think about was (Y/N). What was going on? Where is she? I really hope she'll be okay.

The whole reception I was blank. I made it seem as if I was happy, but I just couldn't stop thinking, couldn't stop worrying.

Once the wedding was done, Lauren and I headed out to the limbo which was going to take us to out honeymoon. Before I get in, I stop.

"Are you coming Shawn?" Lauren says.

"I'm sorry Lauren. I need to check on (Y/N)." I start running in the direction to (Y/N)'s house.

Once I got there I knocked on the door to her house. She didn't answer. I knocked once again, she didn't answer. I wiggled the door knob and the door opened. I stand there, a little scared, but I continue walking.

"(Y/N)? You here?" I shout through the house. Still no reply.

"(Y/N)! I'm sorry! I love you! I regret... I-I regret marrying Lauren! Please come out!" I felt tears start to swell up in my eyes. I walk upstairs when I heard what sounded like moaning. I follow the noise which was led to the bathroom and what I saw, just led me to tears.

"(Y/N)! Oh my god!" I rush over to the body of the one I truly love. Her boost, not the warmth it used to be. Coldness struck her like I couldn't believe. Tears were falling like no tomorrow. She was still alive, but I couldn't do anything to save her.

"Shawn. S-Shawn. I'm sorry." She said. I looked up and down her body. Blood was all over. The has cute, deep into her arm, leading her to bleed out.

"Over me? Why?" I say, barely being able to speak.

"Because. What's the point in living your one true love loves someone else." She says. I couldn't do anything but cry. There was nothing I could do.

"Smile for me, once last time." I say. She smiles, but it's not real. I lean in and kiss her, passionately. Once I release, she smiles, the smile j know is hers. And then, her mad drops. Her pulse stops. She was dead. There was nothing I could do.

"You loved her." Lauren says, crying.

"Jesus Lauren! You scared me!" My cheeks were soaked. I didn't know what to do. I felt like there was no point in living either. What she said was right. She's not here to love me, I have no true love.

"Shawn.-" she walked over to me and the now corpse and grabbed her hand.

"Her live could've been spared if it wasn't for me. I got in the way. I'm sorry." She whispers. She kisses my forehead and walks away. Crying. I didn't know how I was going to survive.

"She was lovely. I could see why you loved her." Lauren says before she leaves the bathroom. She was crying, not as hard as me but hard. I just laid there. With my one true love. Crying.

"God. I love you. I always knew you had a craziness to you." I say. I laugh. God. She was always the craziest.

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Well that was extremely depressing. Sorry about that. I personally really liked it but please tell me your options! Love y'all! Bye!"