Unpredictable Love

Giving Up :Chapter 7

I quickly leaned over and started to make out with him.
Pulling myself closer to him, he reached over placing his hands on my waist lifting me on his lap.

Instantly I started to feel the heat running throughout my body as Steven slipped off his shirt. Touching his body I wanted to do so much more, imagining Alexander. Continuing to feel on his body, feeling each curve and crevice.
He got close to my face whispering that he loves me. Pushing me on the bed ,laying me on my back. I couldn't take it anymore this was going too far. Steven started kissing upon my neck feeling his breath hit my neck. Placing my hands on his shoulder, "Steven I can't ,I'm sorry but you're the only close friend I have and I don't want to ruin what we have" I said stiffly.
Steven pulled away slowly sitting up on the bed, "I just love you so much to have had an intimate moment with someone I care about"I said as I sat up.
"I know I'm sorry for getting carried away" He firmly stated

"It was my fault, I truly do love you to lose you to something like this, our boundaries" I said
"I know I love you so much too Ava, let me get you some clothes" Steven offered as he got up from his bed sauntering his way over to the closet.
Sliding the closet door open he examined his clothes then looking over back at me.
Then returning to look at his closet, "You should choose what you like instead" Steven remarked.
Getting up from the bed I walked over to him, "You can choose anything I'll just be changing really quick" Steven said trudging over to the bathroom.
I began to search through his clothes, I admired his organized closet it was so clean and ironed.
After trying on a couple of clothes I just chose whatever was next.
All of his shirts fit me too big or too loose, finally his boxers fit me pretty good but his shirt was a bit loose.
Closing the closet door as I was fixing my shirt I heard the bathroom door being opened.
Looking over at him ,my jaw dropped quicker than ever.Steven came out of the bathroom ,with his goddess body figure. His deep 6-pack deeply carved in, toned tan soft looking skin.

I blushed for feeling this passion towards him. He had taken his shirt off earlier but I didn't fully view it. The luminous light from the bathroom made him appear like a model.
"Ava, Ava!Avaaa?" Steven continuously called out to me, "Ohh hey Steven ,I chose out my clothes" I said trying to avoid what had happened.
He laughed ,"What was that zoned out expression for?"
I smiled trying to hide my embarrassment away.
"Which one?I didn't do anything" I worriedly mumbled
He just gave me this relieving look in his eyes.
"Get to bed it's been a long night for you, but you do feel fine now?"
Steven reassured
I kept my gaze on him,"Yes ,but I'm just going to get on my phone for awhile to get sleepy" I replied as I made my way to the side of his bed.
Keeping his eyes on me opening his mouth, "I'll stay up with you to make sure you're fine since I mean you did get a bit drunk ,even if it lasted for a split second."
Getting under the covers I simpered re evaluating his care for me ,was so cute that I let it go to my head.
By daydreaming planning ahead thinking of the future with him.
"I'm not your daughter, not your sister and not your significant other I can take care of myself ,I appreciate it but I don't want to feel like a big problem as if you have to" I looked up over at him with the ceiling light flashing in my eyes.
He stayed quiet for a bit then broke the silence, "You aren't a problem, I wanted to go out with you tonight if I go with you it's my job to protect you whenever I'm with you. I don't understand why you think it would bother me." Steven said with a soothing tone in his voice.
He looked away as silence hit us again then slowly glancing back at me. With the light reflecting onto his shiny golden hair.
"Do you think that you don't deserve attention?" Steven questioned pairing his eyebrows.
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"Noo..I just don't want to get annoying and make you feel like every time you're with me that you have to take care of me like if I'm unavailing"
I emphasised trying to make myself sound bigger.
Steven glared at me then began walking over to the closet.
His back facing me ,"Ava you're so insecure" Steven disappointedly said pulling out a rolled up deep black soft fabric cover from the top shelf.
I stared at his back filling up the room with silence again coming between us. Over thinking what he had just said, "You think that you don't deserve people's care over you." Steven added making his way back towards the bed.
I just kept staring at him as he set up his sleeping spot.
"I know" I mumbled dropping my shoulders, Steven closed the closet door turning around to face me.
"Just leave this behind...I'm just being emotional I guess since I drank it's still flowing" I crookedly faked a smile but I knew that I was just hurt because of Alexander.