Same Mistakes -Jason McCann LS-

Chapter 6: People Change

I decided to check out some of the books. You can find all kind of books here from classics to science fiction. I found Harry Potter. Though I've read the whole books twice I picked up the Deathly Hallows. My favorite. I started reading it since there was nothing better to do. Just when I read two pages someone walked in. I knew who it was before I looked up to see. The only person who doesn't knock when he enters. Jason.

''Hello.'' I said.

''You sound happy?'' he said.

''Do I?''

''I didn't know it would make you so happy to live with me.'' He said with a smirk.

''I found Harry Potter books.'' I explained showing the book to him.

''I see.'' He said as he put the tray next to me.

''Your lunch.'' He said.

''It's so thoughtful of you.'' I said sarcastically with a fake smile.

''You're really pushing my limits.''

''So are you.''

''Excuse me?'' he said, surprised by the answer.

''When are you going to end this?'' I asked all seriously.

''I told you it's not going to end. Until either one of us dies.'' He responded, his tone as serious as mine.

''This is stupid. And it's getting more and more stupid each day. ''

''Well, I don't care. Call it anything you want, revenge, punishment or whatever the shit you can think of but this is the way it's going to be. ''

''For God's sake stop it!'' I raised my voice a little.

''You still don't know how to talk to me.'' He warned.

''And stop bossing me around!''

''What did you think it was going to be? That you could comfortably live in this house? You're not my friend or my lover, you're a prisoner here. And you sure as hell are going to do whatever I tell you so. '' he spoke with a deep, cold voice that sent chill down my spine.

''I tell you to shut up you shut up, I tell you to go you go, I call you back you come back and I tell you to watch your attitude you sure watch it. For your own good. That's the way it goes sweetheart. Don't you think that I'll leave you alone, not for a second.'' He said then continued. ''Now, you have 5 minutes until lunch time's over. ''

I hated him once again. All I could do was to send him a glare then I started eating. While I was eating he was watching me. It was the most awkward situation. But what can I possibly do? He's much stronger than me and even if I pass him by what about the other people downstairs? I can never make it out. Exactly after 5 minutes he took away the tray.

''Time's up.''

Then he walked out. Just like that. I can't believe any of this.

Though I keep denying the fact that this is the same boy whom I kissed, I loved, I hugged I still can't believe everything he's doing.

I mean, I keep telling myself that this is not my Jason but I can't completely hate him. And I hate myself for not being able to hate him. It's like there is still a part of me that loves him. Well, there was always a part of me that loved Jason, missed him... But when I look at him now it seems like he's gone. Every little piece of the innocent Jason seems to be vanished. That just hurts me. No matter what he's done to me I can still feel something for him but he can't? Is he even human? Does he have a heart? I don't think so, not anymore.