smytheberry : memory lane

chapter five

sebastian topped their glasses up while rachel was at eith her legs resting on him on the couch it was a lovely way to spend their anniversary by thinking of all the memories they had made together.

"here you go"he said handing her now full glass of champagne she had all on not to spill any of it as it was filled to the brim.

"are you trying to get me drunk" rachel asked with a giggle

"yes"he simply said smirking at her oh god she thought that smirk held some power she slept with him The first time because of it and she was pretty sure two of their three kids were the result of her giving  in on cold winter nights because that smirk warmed her core.

"okay we seem to be going down memory lane alot so lets get to the good stuff best shag you remember"he said

"do you mean with you or overall"rachel asked sebastian pouted

"im kidding"rachel said

"i know after all you have been spoiled in bed im very giving"be said

"i agree"rachel said

" good now i will go first best shag has to be the first proper make up sex we had when i had joined you in new york and we started living together and we disagreed on something...."sebastian was saying

"you accused me of fancying the waiter at the restaurant we had been too"rachel pointed out

"well whatever it was we had a big fight and you made me leave i walked the streets for about ten minutes then returned to the loft you were hysterical at the thought of losing me so when i walked in you ran to me flung yourself in my arms and we spent the night just doing it"sebastian said

"i remember"rachel said

flashback

" just admit it" sebastian yelled

" for god sake seb i wasnt looking at the waiter because i fancied him i thought he had starred in a show i had seen" rachel pleaded as they returned to the loft. they were stressed as they were planning to move into an apartment together and the stress of moving was getting to them.

"a likely story"sebastian snapped back

"what as gotton into you why are you so jealous now you never used to be infact you were to confident to be jealous what has changed" rachel yelled

"in ohio you never looked at anyone but me now we are in new york their are so many men her that you could go off with"he said

"oh my god go off with do you think im a slut"rachel said

"ofcourse not i mean in ohio i was a good catch here im not"he said

"have you heared yourself seriously seb the whole time i have been here i have been counting down the day until you got here"rachel said

"so you dont fancy the waiter then" he asked

" i cant have this conversation again its not fair i havent done anyhing"rachel said sebastian stormed out.

rache sat on the bed crying thinking this wasnt how it was supposed to be she thought everything would fall into place once he joined her in new york. while they hsd survived the long distsnce while he finished high school the seperation had impacted on their relationship there was no doubt of that.

as she sat there crying she heared the loft door open she hoped it was sebastian she got up and walked out of the makeshift bedroom to find him stood there she ran to him flung herself into him and was so happy that he wrapped his arms around her.

"im sorry"he sais cuddling

"me to"rachel said

" its just you have blosssomed here rach and i guess im scared your gonna get bored of been with a boring lawyer to be" he said

"your lot of things boring isn't one of them"rachel said

" so then now were are over that how about we go to bed"he said he didnt wait for an answer he picked her up lifting her over his shoulder and headed to the bedroom. they didnt leave thst room for 18 hours it might not have been the best day but the night sure was amazing.

end of flashback

"that was a good night"rachel admitted

"it was"he said

"i also remember you thinking it was so good you tried several times to piss me off on purpose inorder to have make up sex again"rachel said

"cant blame me for trying" he said with a chuckle

"so that was my best what has been the most earth shattering world rocking moment for you"he asked

" i was thinking about the time you came to mckinley to see me you thought i was angry with you because i hadnt text you back or answered when you had rung me but i had fallen on some muddy leaves and broken my phone. so i was walking to my class when you grabbed me and pulled me into the  nurses office which was empty. you shut the blinds locked the door closed the curtain around the bed and we did it i remember thinking how exciting that the nurse could let herself in it was thrilling"rachel said

"yeah that bed was surprisingly sturdy"he said

"it was"rachel admitted

" okay most adorable moment " he said

" thats easy" rachel said

flashback

rachel is in new york sebastian is visiting as its school break they hadnt seen each other in person for seven week before he got  there. they skpye everynight but its not the same as been together it had been amazing been together she had shown him all her fravorite place in the big apple he was excited as a few more months and he would be here with her.

rachel is waiting in the living room of the loft while sebastian packs his things as he has to go back to attend dalton he wheels his suitcase into the living room them looks at her and breaks into tears rachel goes to him and hugs him.

" i dont want to leave you" he said

" oh seb the next few months will pass and we will be together then" she said

" but its too hard" he said as she cuddled him they sat on the couch his head resting on her chest

" i know and this week as being a amazing"rachel said

"im so proud of you been here and doing nyada and you getting the role of  fanny i am proud of you rach its just i miss you"he said rachel held him for a long time until he had to leave he wouldnt let her go to he airport he said it would be to hard

end of flashback

" you were so sweet getting upset" rachel said

" i wasnt that upset" sebastian said

" yeah yeah" rachel said

" anyway my most adorable moment was when you first came to to watch me play lacrosse you thought it was like tennis and had no idea how brutal it could be and when you saw me getting injured i saw the look on your face you were so gorgeous your eyes were like bambi all big and full of love had i been able to i would have walked over to you and planted a right kiss on you but with sprained ankle it wasnt to be" sebastian said.