I figured maybe if I blast my thoughts with music that maybe they'd go away but I forgot that every poem I wrote was about you. And I've finally admitted that I'm not over you. I'm sure you know that. I hope you know that. I'm waiting around for you like there's a chance. Chance of remembering. Chance of forgetting. Chance that you'll come back even though I told myself that I wouldn't. I wouldn't allow you back in. I wouldn't fall in love again. Being in love with you holds me back,from moving forward. It makes me insecure when I shouldn't be. It makes me feel alone. And all I could tell myself is to be okay with it when I'm not. If I don't tell myself this I think I wouldn't be able, to function though I'm barely functioning now.
YOU ARE READING
Letters to you
PoetryThese poems are about forbidden love, mixed emotions and fear of being hurt again. I chose the title letters to you because these are words that I wish I had the courage to say to someone I like and I hope to say these words to him one day.
