disintegrate
fifteen
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i had nowhere to go.
nowhere to turn.
i cursed to myself as i thought of how stupid i was acting.
i could've tried to break out of harry's grasp earlier, when he didn't have a freaking knife pressed against my face.
hell! i could've just not even agreed to go through the woods with him.
i racked my brain quickly; searching for some sort of way i could get myself out of this horrible situation.
i was a pretty smart girl, considering me having straight As all throughout both elementary and middle school.
'cmon cmon c'mon' i encouragingly muttered under my breath praying to god that harry wouldn't notice.
and that's when it hit me.
there was only one thing left to do.
why hadn't i thought of it before.
scream.
it was something everyone eventually picked up from those stereotypical horror movies.
something your parents told you to do if a creepy minivan pulled up next to you while you were walking home.
i wasn't necessarily a big fan of screaming. it made my throat feel all scratchy and my voice hoarse.
but id rather have that then be stuck here with these freaks.
i sucked in a large breath, feeling my mouth inflate with air.
this causes the blade to come more into my cheek.
one turn of my head and id be toast.
but this was my chance.
someone would hear me.
i mean sure we were in the middle of the woods.
but someone had to be around.
someone who actually had a brain.
right?
harry's eyes widened as he realized what i was about to die.
and before he could stop me i did it.
i screamed.
it was probably the loudest i had ever screamed in my life.
and it hurt too, because as i let all the air out of my system, the blade moved against my skin.
i could feel blood begin to spill down my cheek and to the tip of my chin.
i had never felt pain this unbearable.
i winced as i continued to feel the blade pierce through my skin.
it was beginning to be too much.
and now i realized it wasn't just the movement of my cheek that caused the metal to cut into me.
it was by force as well.
my eyes flickered open, as they had been closed at my attempt to endure the foreign pain, to be met by harry.
what a surprise.
he was yielding the knife down now.
deeper.
he had this look in his eyes.
like he knew what he was doing.
almost like a father harshly disciplining his son that had stolen money from his wallet.
but that's not what intrigued me.
behind all the hate.
the sarcasm and maliciousness that glazed over his stone hard eyes.
there seemed to be an emotion i was well aware of.
regret.
yet he continued on with dragging the sharp object across my skin.
making me bleed.
causing me pain.
it hurt badly enough now that there was no more air left for me to scream.
i had lost.
and he had won.
he got me to shutup.
"you need to learn when to keep your fucking mouth shut angel" he stated yet again in the same mocking tone he had used once too many times.
i could hear loud belts of laughter coming from none other than the group of people not far away.
"you gotta learn how to shut that girl of yours up! don't want our little spot found again!"
harry's eyes were now no longer on me but on his friends.
"sorry about that! we're coming!" he shouted back with the most enthusiasm i had ever heard come out of his mouth.
he turned back to me.
his green eyes distinct under the shadows of trees and the moonlight burning above.
my subtle and boring grey eyes no match for his.
my cheek was beginning to burn and to be honest, i don't think i would even have enough energy to scream again.
or even talk.
shit.
"you better not try a stunt like that again, or you'll really get it," harry growled, obviously emphasizing the last part of the sentence.
as much as i hated to do it, i eagerly moved my head up and down; trying to nod.
my jaw was beginning to hurt now, and i definitely did not want to get anymore injured than i already was.
"good girl," harry roughly whispered into my ear, as my feet were forced to move as we started walking forward.
his hand was dangerously low on my back, but at the moment i didnt even care.
i was too weak; both physically and mentally.
my only hope
the scream.
that ten second scream.
someone must've heard it.
someone.
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hey guys! omg so now sky is gonna meet harry's friends oh lord! what do you thinks gonna happen?! ik what is :)))
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