11-23-16
Sleep eludes me
Life confuses me
So tired of living like a joke
Heading downwards into the smoke
I used to think I could get out of here
But now its my biggest fear
Living in false comfort
Living in my own hell
It does hurt
But its something I know very well
Escape seems too far
The night too deep
And even the dimmest star
Provides light in my sleep
Want to wake up and get out
But sleep holds me tight
I have my doubts
But I don't want to stay through the night
Comforting yes
Yet
Just a mess
Get out of here? Now, I could I bet
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I'm So Tired of Being Me - poems
PoésiePart 6 of my poems. Written: October 25th 2016 - Look for part 7 (NOT CURRENTLY IN PROGRESS) Topics may include: self hate, growing up, misery, issues with family, weight, weight loss, struggling, driving, love, dreams, issues with myself, fears, h...
