Harry styles imagines

4. Daddy

"Mommy? "

"Yes love"

"Where is daddy? "

I smiled softly looking at my precious little boy as I tried to hold back my tears. I sniffed and sat beside him on the bed.

"Do you remember when daddy was here? "

"Yes , I do mommy"

"What did he use to do?"

"Hmm, Daddy used to sing to me and tell a stowy"

My eyes now was filled with tears threatening to fall "that's right young boy" I messed his hair, making him laugh and it made me smile.

"You want me to sing to you and read you a story?"

"Yes mommy but....won't daddy come and sing and and read to me?"

"Remember when I told you daddy is in a really really long journey baby?"

"yeah mommy" he sighed softly
"But mommmy it's been a yeaw since daddy went Thewe"

"I know baby, I'm so sorry that he couldn't come and spend his time with you." At that point my voice was  cracking. I looked the other side not wanting him to see me crying.

"Mommy awe you ok? "

I sniffed and wipped my fallen tears "yes baby mommy's fine"

I took him in my arms, held him tightly against my chest. He looks exactly like his father. same lips pink, same eyes green, same curly hair just brighter in tone.

I played with his hair calming myself down. We both cuddled, Then he asked the inevitable question I never wanted to answer.

"Mommy? is daddy dead??" He looked up at me so innocently.

"Why do you say so baby?"

"Cause why doesn't he come if he is not dead? " every word he spoke brought tears to his eyes and I've never felt more heartbroken.

I sat straight, sat him on my lap "well baby " I took a deep breath.
"Sometimes it's time for us to go, Like the moon, Does the sun stay all day?"

"Hmm no"

"We're like the moon baby we don't stay all day, it's time for others, daddy time came so he had to go but he's there he sees his cute little munchkin everyday to make sure he's fine and when his cute boy is lost he helps him, like how the moon lights up the dark night ". Tears were falling out of my eyes that I couldn't stop as I looked at him with a soft little smile trying my best to assure him that everything is going to be alright.

"Then daddy sees me?" His bright green eyes shined looking up at me with hope in his beautiful eyes.

"Yes baby"

"But why can't we see him? "

"Because he's up in the sky with the stars. Whenever you want daddy he's always up listening to you"

He hugged me tightly, hiding his face in my chest as he cried.

"Baby...." I pulled him softly away from me so I can look at him.

"Don't you cry my little boy" I rupped My nose against his cheering him up. But he's still sad and he didn't stop crying.

"But I want daddy mommy I love him" he cried again. I pulled him close to me, held him so tightly, while rubbing his back .

"Don't you cry little champion. daddy wants you to stay happy, he wants to see you happy baby! he loves you so much more than you could ever imagine baby."

"But I miss daddy" he sniffed.

I wipped his tears away and kissed his cheek.

"I miss daddy too baby, but daddy is going to be always there for you baby. He's always going to be up there watching over you. He wants you to always smile and be happy" I smiled softly even through My heart is breaking with every sob, every breath, every word I speak.

He sniffed again and looked at me, broken written all over his face that made daggers cut through my heart.  "don't be sad baby"
I hugged him tight.

"You know baby when someone dies their soul transfers to a star that's how you can see him and that's how he can see you."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah baby"

I held him tighter as I kissed his head softly "Let's sleep pub"

"Can we say goodnight to daddy? "

"We can" I carried him and went to the Window. He looked at the starts then back at me, I smiled and softly nodded, he looked back up .

"Mommy said you awe up thewe with the staws daddy, but I miss you so much daddy, I just wanted to say goodnight daddy " he blow a kiss and hugged me tightly. I smiled a little and went back to bed, layed down and kissed his cheek .and whispered "goodnight baby, daddy says good night to you too bunny" he smiled as he looked at me as I nodded.

"Goodnighti mommy"