17. Misscarriage

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"Harry?" I pushed the door open slowly so I don't make much noise, he hummed in response to let me know that he was listening.



"Can I? Uhm can I stay here if you wouldn't mind?" I bit my lower lip while waiting for him to answer cuz I was nervous because I was interrupting his work.


"Sure" He said in a hushed voice his voice a little groggy since he hasn't talked in a while locked in this room since five in the morning writing songs.


I closed the door behind me softly carful not to make any sound so he would concentrate, I walked inside the room as I sat behind him on the floor my back against the sofa.


I studied his back for a while, how he would intertwine his long fingers with his hair as he tried to concentrate or how his leg would bounce really fast until he wrote something. I was tying to ease the pain I was feeling by just staying silent but my eyes and body had other plans, my hands were shaking as my eyes kept dropping heavy tears, I bit my bottom lip as hard as I could to stop the sobs from leaving my weak pathetic body.





Harry


"I'm sorry" I heard her say in a weak shaky voice as I frowned.

"What for love?" I sighed as I stayed in my place cuz I knew if I looked back I wasn't going to sit for another minute.


"Everything?" She broke into small sobs as she hid them by her hand as her body shook terribly, her tears falling as fast as a waterfall as I hurried to her, held her close to my body, I kept asking what's wrong and couple of shhhhs,  rubbing her back softly until she calmed down.


"Hey, hey what's wrong?" I pulled her away a little to view her broken face as I softly brushed her hair away from her red beautiful face.



"I had a miscarriage" her lips shook as she cried again, i pulled her back to me as I tried to calm her down but I wasn't doing any better my heart broke into million pieces cuz we're not having a baby, the baby that I dreamed of for the longest time ever, it was dead.




"I'm sorry for being a pathetic shitty excuse of a woman I-"


"Shut up, of course you're not. having a miscarriage doesn't make you less of women it happens"

"It happens to lots of people, and I know we can get through this, we could try again if you want we will go check you up every so often we will learn from what we didn't know the first time" she nodded softly as I kissed her head.


"I love you" she whispered

"I love you more"

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