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I'm scared
I'm scared Im not gonna wake up one morning to the birds chirping

I'm scared cause life is to rough for me
I'm scared that I'll be left alone to long and the blade slips just right for me to be gone. 

I'm scared that you don't care
I'm scared that u act, and fake just to get attention.

I'm scared I'm not good enough
Cause every time I get happy or become myself it gets knocked back down

I'm scared
Why?
Cause I wanna be me
Why?
But I can't
Why?
Cause i get judged
So?
Please stop talking
But I'm trying to help
No
What?
You arnt helping
Your making it worse
Cause one day I'll slit my wrists
Or take those pills
Jump the cliff
Or tie the rope
Hang in a slope
And no one will notice
That it's cause I'm scared

I'm scared to be alive
I'm scared to keep fighting
I'm scared to be hurt
Knowing one day I'll kill myself

I'm scared
maybe that's how it's suppose to end

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