Poems

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I don't really know how I feel right now,
It's kinda sorta weird.

I feel lost an found all together,
But it doesn't really make sense.

I'm scared that I won't be close with you,
Or you were never there.

But then I think you won't,
It's all kinda weird.

Today was rough,
It will be for awhile.

No one understands me,
I don't really blame them.

But I thought you would an all,
But that's okay too.

I'm not saying you should,
But I am saying I wish you did.

Today isn't easy,
It hasn't been sense what happened on Christmas.

I'm trying really hard,
An it's getting to me worse.

But eventually it'll be fine,
Just like before.

Even if it takes me,
Five years more.