I hate this feeling
I hate feeling sick
I hate thinking im ugly and gross
I wish I was something else then sad
I wish I wasn't confused
I wish I was proud of what iv done
But in the end it comes back on me
They find out
And I get screwed
My thoughts take over
And I wish I was okay
But when i say I'm fine
You just turned away
U act like u care
But the turn away
I wish it was different
I was I was there
I wish that You cared more
I wish I wasn't pushed away
Cause I'm not happy anymore
I'm lost
And confused..
I want to do stupid things
Why?
Cause I'm in pain
I want to be free
I want to stop being held back
I want to be happy
Not sad..
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Poems
Poetry#sad #trying #WillGetBetter Life is great you just need to learn how to drive it instead of sitting behind the wheel letting yourself crash every time.
