Why can't I be happy?
I'm tired of being sad
I wish everything Was okay
Why am I always mad
I hate myself
More everyday
I can't wait till I'm okay
I hate this feeling
I really do
Sometimes it's cause of you
I wish it was different
But I can't fix it
I'm attached
And I hate it
I feel like your gonna leave
Just like the rest
Wouldn't blame you
I'd want me to be at rest too
So you couldn't deal with me
All the stupid love story's
Everytime I try to talk
U blow me off
I wish it wasn't my fault
Cause I can't deal with the guilt
And when your talking I just melt
You make me so happy
But wtf is wrong
I can't go a day without crying at your arm
And I hate that u ignore me every time
I just feel like I'm in your way
Why can't I get past all this
I fucking hate the pleasure u please
Cause I feel like I'm used
Like the rest did to me
And it'll never be the same
Your acting different
Like it's a game
I fucking wish it was different
Cause I wouldn't be sitting here
Sitting here crying my story
My thoughts
My pain
Its like it's a game
YOU ARE READING
Poems
Puisi#sad #trying #WillGetBetter Life is great you just need to learn how to drive it instead of sitting behind the wheel letting yourself crash every time.
