I hate you
But I can't
You act like I'm nothing
But then come back
I wish I was prettier
Or was cuter in every way
Maybe you wouldn't just flirt with me
Maybe you'd actually stay
I wish I wasn't fat
And I wish I was slim
Not too skinny
Not too thin
I just want to feel like you want me
Not just cause I'm desperate
I just hate calling
And you saying later
Then it's 12:00am
And I still get no call
I fall asleep
You get angry with me
I guess that's how it works
How it all goes
I'll just keep digging a hole
And you can keep saying
It's not a game
It's not a will
Maybe if you'd want me
You'd sit still
Maybe if I was cute
You'd never leave
Maybe if I wasn't depressed
Maybe if it was just you and me
Maybe it's me
Maybe I'm what's wrong
Cause before you had girls crawling
Cause I wasn't there
But you say I push them away
Now that I'm here
But what do I expect
You end our calls
Random times only
Just to wait till later
While I'm asleep after crying
From holding in the pain
Maybe it's simple
Maybe it's a game
YOU ARE READING
Poems
Poetry#sad #trying #WillGetBetter Life is great you just need to learn how to drive it instead of sitting behind the wheel letting yourself crash every time.
