One last chance

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Phil's POV

She was white as a sheet and shaking like a leaf. I hate when my baby is ill so I always try to get her back on her feet as soon as possible. I was always a protective person so I loved taking care of people, especially when they weren't feeling good. I don't really know what happened but she was fine before she went out to wherever she was going but as soon as she came back she looked like death. I asked her what she had ate and stuff but she just wanted to go straight to bed and sleep which wasn't like her at all. I was really worried about her because she's the type of girl who is never I'll, she never wants to lock herself away and she never ever turns down my company...and right now she was doing exactly those things.

Ellen's POV

I'm disgusting. I'm a hideous human being! how could I let myself do this behind Dan's back! I love him to pieces but some things just happen you know! I've been spending way too much time with Dan's friends but he did say to "get to know each other more" because he said he wanted his friends to be mine...well yeah, me and Finn are firm friends now after I went out to a party with him while Dan was busy working, Got drunk, couldn't get a lift home so I got a taxi with him to his friends empty place, took off his clothes and betrayed the guy I love. It's why when Joe was basically throwing himself at me and Carlie I totally shut him out apart from when Zoe's around. But Carlie though...She does message him back. I have no idea if its flirtatious or not but she's just encouraging him.

This whole thing behind Dan's back was one of those situations where you needed to tell someone to get a whole loads off your chest but it was also something that you daren't share in case someone isn't trustworthy. I felt like if I could tell anyone it would be Carlie, If I told my mum she would be disgusted, my friends from home would tell everyone and the other youtubers around me all knew Dan, so that just left her. I had absolutely no plans to ever cheat again, it's just one of those really cliché things that usually happens in fims like "Oh no, I got drunk and cheated" but it isn't something from films, It really happens! And that's hard to deal with. You can be the sweetest person, never hurt a fly, But all it takes is some strange circumstances and you do something so stupid you regret it for the rest of your life. Right now... I was once again in a ludocris situation where I was possibly going to hurt Dan. DanIsNotOnFire: The guy from the internet, The guy with the millions of fans worldwide, The guy who out of all of the girls in the world, he chose me...And now I felt like I had stabbed him in the back, right between the shoulder blades.

Carlie's POV

I was basically hiding from Phil, trying to avoid any deep coversations, which was why I pretended to be ill. He decided to pop out to get me all of the "necessities" which included a hot water bottle, lots of water, tablets, tissues, movies and a dressing gown. He was going into town to get me all of this stuff to help me when I wasn't even ill, I was just hiding my shame in bed, reliving that moment again where we began undressing eachother and kissing. It made me feel sick... but I also was gutted that it never went further. I sat there in bed, alone, evaluating my actions, my feelings, my life. The image of Joe excited me somehow, especially knowing I had to stay away, but Phil...The image of him just made me sympathetic, But...does that mean I don't love him like I thought I did? Maybe I was forcing myself to love him because I felt sorry for him? Maybe I was startuck this whole time because this was Phil! as in Dan and Phil! He was maybe too mature for me with him being 8 years older. I might have freaked out because he kept talking about wanting a family. I'm 18, that's way too young to start a family but Phil's at the point where he feels old...and that won't work in our favour. look at me...A mistake that made me so bad, like a hideous person that wasn't worthy of someone so sweet and lovely, turned into me totally re-evaluating my relationship, my morals, my ever-changing emotions. I was just about to get out of the flat and go and see Joe when tgere was a knock at the door. I opened it to a broken Ellen, bawling and sobbing. I didn't want to deal with others problems when I had my own, but it seemed important so I let her in and listened to her. It was hard to make out what she was saying, something about a party, one of the Harries twins and a flat but none of that mattered because the next sentence was perfectly clear to understand and shocked me a lot.

"I cheated on Dan!!" It turns out it was with Finn. I didn't think Ellen would ever do this, I mean, she hurt Dan enough before when she she was dating Phil, so I didn't think she would be so wreckless as to hurt him again. She was pleading out to me to help her because she wanted to tell him but was scared, which she had every right to be. I sorted out a whole plan with her about how to tell him, when he came home We would get him over to mine so I could be there if she needed me, Phil would be here too (obviously we would stay out of the way but be there of she needed us) and she could tell Dan straight up and just hope he would forgive her.

An hour later I was pretending to be ill once again, Phil was stood at the front door waiting to stop Dan on the stairs and Ellen was pacing the floor like a mad woman. The time had come because I could hear Phil outside saying "Dan, I think you better come in here" and then them both walking in together. Dan wandered into the kitchen where Carlie stood nervously. He walked in with her and we both waited.

Dan's POV

Seeing Phil waiting for me to get back worried me, it was even worse when I saw the state that Ellen was in. I was quickly running through loads of things that it could be in my mind, but a small tightness in my chest and pain in the heart warned me this could be the thing.I had always feared in relationships. She looked at me through a blur of tears that balanced on on her lower lashes.

"Dan...I..." She stopped while she cried again. I took in a big breath to bring myself to ask a question where I dreaded to hear the answer.

"You slept with someone?" I asked very calmly. I waited a minute before she just nodded and loudly wept.

"Who?"

"...Finn..." She lost it, dropped to the floor with her head in her hands. I went towards her and knelt down beside her.

"I'm so sorry Dan!! I never meant it!! I hate myself for doing this to you! All I've done today is cry!"

I don't know why, But I wasn't upset with her. She seemed genuinely disappointed in herself. In my eyes that deserved a second chance because unlike my last girlfriends I really was falling for Ellen. I believe everyone has one soulmate out there who they're destined to be with, And for me...That was Ellen. I raised her head with my finger under her chin, and didn't say a word. We both quickly embraced eachother, her still crying on my shoulder. I pushed her hair behind her ear before whispering.

"If you hurt me again...We're through"

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Soooo hows it sounding? :) I hope its okay because obviously I know Im not the best writer but I hope its interesting. Itd be awesome if you could comment your feedback!

Carlie x

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