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Dan's POV

I had vented everything to Phil, and now I felt so much better. He knew I had realised my bisexuality, That I still loved her but I also had feelings for someone else, that person being him. I think he knew that too, because he became bashful and happy, a way I had never seen him before with any girl, not just Carlie. What would possibly be the next step? There's 2 people involved now, and now that Phil knows the truth he's going to get his hopes up and that means hurting someone in the long run, my best friend, or my girlfriend. It's weird how at one point I thought i'd be with Ellen forever, I saw us being married and having kids, and now one accidental fling with the opposite sex has completely changed my perspective on life? like something hidden somewhere in my brain was just waiting to be brought to light and now so much made sense. Phil and I fell out, but we always made up because it was as if we just couldn't be apart. I confided in him like he was my dad, I cared about him like a brother and fought with him like a married couple. He had thinking to do, but more importantly so did I. Who was I prepared to potentially hurt in yet another triangle. Maybe if I told Ellen now she would maybe understand that this isn't easy for me. It was going to have to happen soon, otherwise this guilt would eventually eat me alive.

Ellen's POV

*The next day*

"I hope that weekend isn't the last I'll ever see of you Ellen. You know, I really loved meeting you. I know you have a boyfriend and I accept that, but just let me know that if those opportunities ever open up again that you'll come and see me. We have our single coming out next month and we'll be away for a while with promo and radio tours then we're onto the festival season so I'd love for you to come and see me one more time, just coffee and a chat? what do you say? xxxx"

"I'd love to Ryan, see you soon xxxx"

I feel like I could vomit at any moment. Why did I ever agree to meet up with him for coffee? He didn't say where, he could mean his house? I'm deceiving Dan because for the last week all I've done is talk to Ryan. Nothings happened, just flirty conversations but even that makes me a little nervous. What if coffee and a chat is his way of trying to make something happen again. I do really like him, but I love Dan to pieces. While I stood there in front of the mirror applying my make up and waiting for the details of where he wanted to meet, all I could hear was Dans footsteps going back and forth as he paced the hall floor. Something was up, and as much as I wanted to find out what was wrong, I just didn't have the time, because Ryan had finally replied and I was heading for the door.

"Ellen, please we just talk for a second, I have something I want to talk to you about"

"Can't it wait till later? I'm late meeting a friend?"

"Well, it could but this is really important!"

"And so is the fact that I need to get to Sloane square like now!"

I shut the door behind me and went off to the tube station where Ryan was going to meet me on the other side. Sloane sqare was an odd choice though, It was out of the way over in Chelsea so that seemed a little pricey for someone who was only just starting out in a band. When I got off the tube and saw him standing there I can't deny the fact I got butterflies. It was now 7pm and most places were closing.

"There's a coffee shop near my place, It's really expensive so I can buy your drink for you if you want or we can go to my place up the road and just put on some music, have a cuppa and prat about?"

"I don't want to have you paying for me, Ryan! Plus the idea of acting like a complete idiot does sound oddly like fun? but seriously, you actually have a place here!?"

"Yeah, when we signed with our label they were like, 'we think we're gonna make a lot of money from you so here's a house in Chelsea for you each' and we all were a little shocked"

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