Those Girls (A Dan and Phil Phan fic) *Sequel to That girl*

No future

*TRIGGER WARNING!!! This part contains scenes of self harm!!! Read at your own discresion*

Phil's POV

*3 days later*

I've moved on now, my arms are covered in bloody cuts and scabs from the last 3 days worth of cutting so I've had to move onto my legs. No one has even cared to check on me, not even a text message. I've seen Carlie already announce mine and her breakup but this time I'm not going to make a video ratting everything out but instead I'll just sit with a bottle of  vodka trying to numb the stinging from my cuts and the pain in my heart while twiddling the blade in my hand. There has to be a way to get the same feeling and stress relief without the intense pain as soon as you submerge the wounds in water. It wasn't so bad at the beginning of the week cause they weren't deep but now, that's exactly what they are, the ones on my thighs practically gaping open. I was still crying even now, the flat was so empty, I felt empty! I had no friends, no girlfriend and my family lived what felt like a million miles away. Was there any real reason to live? I'm sure my family would manage and I'm practically positive everyone else couldn't care less. Should I hold off or just end it all now? Is this the alcohol messing with my brain? do I attempt to get help? For gods sake Phil!!! look at yourself! have you seen yourself? Everyone was right, you're a state! You have no future, you'll never have a relationship because you're useless with girls! No one will EVER want you!

Carlie's POV

The last 3 days have been amazing. I've announced my relationship with Joe to my family and his, me and Zoe are totally fine again and his family have really accepted me. Obviously his mum and dad are a little uncomfortable with me sharing a bed with him but at the end of the day I'm already pregnant, It can't possibly get much worse. We popped up Luton to share the news yesterday and my mum was a little disappointed in me for getting pregnant but she understood how commited Joe and I were to this child. She had the whole family round to see me and Joe and they all were hugging me constantly and crushing me and also they wanted to know the details of mine and Phils split but the only person I told was my mum as it was still quite fresh. I didn't contact Phil at all, I wanted nothing to do with him from now on and as far as I know, Ellen and Dan haven't said a word to him either. Saying that though, Dan hasn't said a word to me either but Ellen has been speaking to me like nothing ever happened.

*4 Days later*

This has actually been the best week I've had in a long time! We've been able to go places together, be open with people and just have the fun we've waited a long time to have. Today was no exception. We decided that today would be the day we look for a new place to live, hopefully Brighton would be the place we would get but anywhere out of London would do just fine, I mean we weren't going to be picky, we just wanted a nice size flat in a nice area where we could bring up the little one.

The day had flew by, we had found a couple that we liked but we had narrowed it down to just two, both in Brighton, and both the exact size we wanted. Everything had fallen into place so quickly for us. A week ago I was running from from my relationship, miserable and doing anything I could to spend time with someone else and now...I had everything I wanted. We were on our way back from Brighton, it was about 8pm so the plan was to just get home and then have something to eat and go to bed. We never thought anything would pop up to change those plans but just as we were back into London I got a phone call from Ellen. I thought nothing of it, she was my friend, she always rang me. I picked it up ans just answered like I usually would.

"Hey!!"

"CARLIE!!! IT WAS AWFUL! THERE WAS BLOOD EVERYWHERE!!"

"what?! What's happened?!"

"IT'S PHIL!! YOU HAVE TO COME NOW!"

"Come where?! Ellen! Calm down! What is going on?"

"YOU HAVE TO GET TO THE HOSPITAL, IT'S PHIL, HE'S TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF!"

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