By the way, I'm very very sorry guys that it took me so looong to update. There's just so many things to do zzz like paper works in school and stuff. So I apologize for not being able to update. :(
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I always wanted a love story that mirrors my favorite book or novel. My mom would always tell me "Love comes with pain, so if you can't endure the pain then you are not capable of loving." That's what she told me. When I was still young, I like to chase things I really wanted, I will always stumble and hurt my knee or some parts of my body and so, I'll cry and I'll give up on chasing the thing that I wanted and my mom would tell me, "Is that all you've got Maegan? You'll chase something and because you're hurt you'll stop chasing what you wanted? Is that it?". I did. I chase everything I wanted kaya nakukuha ko lahat ng gusto ko pero hindi naman pala lahat ng pinaghirapan mong habulin ay worth it.May mga bagay talaga na worth the chase pero meron din namang waste of chase.
Hindi ko lang inakala na isa siya sa waste of chase na iyon. Imagine, I spent 2 years of my highschool chasing him and stalking someone as worthless as him, And 1 year sa pagpapaasa niya sa akin then left, with no words. From then on, I grew heartless from time to time as I remembered how he left me helpless and broken. He never said a word after he left, kahit mga kaibigan niya hindi alam kung ano ang rason kung bakit umalis siya ng walang pasabi. Hindi ko nalang din inisip na habulin siya because I was deeply hurt and all I can think about was how he left me hanging. It took me a year to move forward and forget everything.
Tinitigan ko lang ang mga batang masayang nagtatakbuhan. They look like they were already contented and happy, samantalang ako nalulungkot lang dahil bumalik ex ko, like what? I should get over it, hindi naman kami nagtagal, it's just 1 year, yeah just 1 year of him pretending that he loves me and me assuming, Duh. Nagulo lamang ang pag iisip ko nang may kumalabit sa akin.
"Hey." He was in front of me, looking at me intently with those chocolate brown eyes.
"Oh, Raiden." I smiled at him. Para naman siyang nagulat sa ginawa ko. What?
"Ahh," He stuttered, "I wanted to apologize for earlier, hindi namin sinasadyang dumagdag sa mga problema mo." He looked really apologetic, pagkatapos niyang sabihin iyon ay yumuko siya. Kahit na inamin niya sa akin na gusto niya ako I felt no difference, we're still frienimies zzz.
"It's okay, hindi naman kayo. Something just came up." Iyon nalang ang sinabi ko, I don't want other people to know what my problems are, sakto na iyong mga kaibigan ko lang ang namomroblema sa problema ko well, it's not really a problem but it is, atleast for me.
"Ah, I think that 'something' is really big since someone like you made it cry." Nilingon ko siya, maybe for me it's big since someone as emotionless and heartless as me cried. I thought I moved on, maybe I should, I must.
