go with the flow

Chapter 37

                    Zayns POV

I wake up so happy im so ecxited to have a kid, I hope its a boy.

" Maddie!!!" I wake her up.

" hmm" she moans.

" I wanna see your stomach if the baby got bigger. Maddie laughs.

" Babe it won't be growing for a bit" she giggles.

" Uhg" I sigh.

" Sorry babe" she says.

I get up and put some sweatpants. I am honestly to ecxited yo sleep.

                   Maddies POV

I wake up feeling sick, I run to the bathroom and throw up. I walk out and Zayn is standing there.

" Are you sick?" he asks.

" No this happens when a girl is pregnant" I say.

" Oh" he says. He pushes me in thr bathroom with him and kisses me perfectly.

He looks in the mirror and lifts my shirt a little to show her stomach. It looks a bit bigger.

" It looks bigger than yesterday" he says i giggle.

" Sure anything you say" i laugh and pull my shirt down.

" Wanna go out for breakfast?" I nod and get dressed and do my hair.

When I get out were at Dennys.

" Dennys" I smile.

" Yeah" he smiles back and grabs my waist.

When we get in we sit at a table with everyone else.

" Hey, ready to eat" Eleanor smiles, I nod.

My phone rings.

" Ill be right back" I say and get up.

"Hello" I say.

" Its justin meet me outside dennys please" I say yes and walk out.

" Yes Justin" I say.

" Did you get raped?" he asks.

" yea" I look down.

" Are you pregnant" He nearly whispers.

" Uh yes" a tear comes down my eyes.

" Maddie im sorry I dont mean anything I wanna be your friend please" He says. I nod.

" Who did this" he looks at me.

" Adam, he goes to my high school probably there now, he lives in London ." I say.

" Okay im going to go, text me his adress when I text you" he smiles and hugs me I hug him back.

" See yeah" I wave and go back in the reaturant.

" Hey love"  he puts his arm around me.

" Hey" I smile.

" I ordered for you" Zayn winks.

I smile and blush slightly.

" Zayn" I hear a fimiliar voice.

Zayn turns around. He rolls his eyes

" Remember me victoria your girlfriemd" I nearly spit my drink out.

" Ex " He states. She rolls her eyes.

" Whatever I need to talk to you" She says.

He nods and goes with her.

" You should go listen" Harry says.

" Okay" I say.

I listen, but when I look her hands are on his chest kissing him, honestly I am hurt but im not going to cry just ignore.

" Yeah, why does he always do this" I grab my sweatshirt and leave a tip and leave.

An hour later everyone comes on the bus im reading, Zayn sits next to me and I get up to get a drink. im waiting for him to tell me that she kissed him.

" Hey Mads" Ken says.

" Hi" I smile.

" Uh whats up" she asks.

" Why are you being awkward around me why is everyone,because im pregnant?" I ask.

" We just I don't know" ken says.

" Did you loose respect from me" I ask my head down.

" Kind of I mean you have a choice to miscarage the baby you cant raise this kid Mads yoir to young do you know what people are going to think" im crying she is raising her voice.

" ya your right" i grab my sweatshirt and purse and leave the bus. I hear ken yell for me I ignore her and walk away. I find a pond with a tree and I sit by it and cry my face in my hands.  I sob my phone buzzes.

its Zayn I dont answer.

                     Zayns POV

Ken walks out she lookd quilty.

" What did you to" I stand up.

" I told Mads that everyone but you lost repect kind of" She looks down.

" You wanted her to miscarage the baby." I raise my voice.

" yes, Zayn your going to lose fans there gonna think you did this thwyr are gonna lose..." I stop her.

" I dont wanna kill that baby" I yell.

" Zayn" liam settles me down.

I walk in the kitchen shes not there.

" uh where is she" I ask.

" She ran out" Ken says.

I call her she ends it, fuck.

I find her at a tree, I walk up to her.

" Maddie" I say.

" Zayn listen I know you love me and I love you but fans are gonna hate you I dont want that, I think we should break up.

" You Your breaking up with me" tears come down his face.

" Im sorry" I start but Zayn cuts me off.

" You cant leave me" He cries.

" I have losy respect from my friends Zayn you will also I need to go back to London" I look down.

" No please Maddie" Zayn cries harder.

" Bye Zayn I love you" I say and kiss him one last time.

" Maddie stop please" I hear him yell I call justin to pick me up and bring me to the airport. My ride comes.

" you ok?" he asks me.

"yes just go" he nods and leaves.

                      Zayns POV

I go back to the bus sobbing.

" Zayn" Chloe says.

" Save it shes gone she left me she went home she is gone forever because of you guys" I cry and they have no expression.

I go in my bed and sulk.

                       4 weeks later

" Zayn do you want somethig to ea..."

" No" I cut them off.

I have had enough I need to go find her, I get up shower get dressed and pack random shit. I leave.

" Wait zayn where ars you..." I start.

" London" I say and go to the airport.

I get on the flight it was long to long I finally land and grab a cab to find Maddie. I go to her house I knock on the door.

" Maddie" my eyes go wide.

" Zayn" She looks suprised.